I can't tahan liao!

I feel like I'm going to burst.Arrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Why is it so tough?w h y?Why i choose this course? i choose this college,why I choose him and make him part of my life?
I am so frustrated with myself,frustrated with my health,frustrated with my studies,frustrated with my job!Everything seems so tough now,after the junior joined us,there are even more pressure.(sorry ah,not to say bo welcome you all la)Tutors always say:You are in year two already next time how to lead the juniors?They will be working with you you know?Arrgh!
Serve more than 20 medication and you expect us to remember the dosage,indications,adverse reactions,purpose in a time *roll eyes*
It has been more than half a year,half a year girl,why are you still not letting go?Why?Lupakan dia sajalah stupiak,people dun even remember you anymore ah,stop being so selfish to yourself and others.
Everything seems to go down down down down to the hill,who is there to explain?Myself.
Performance is going down down down,who's there to explain?Myself :(
Pointer going down down down!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW!
Why is psychology so tough?
Why is Obstetric Nursing so tough yet the babies are so cute?
Why is Gynaecology so tough?
Why is gastrointestinal system so gay?Why ah??
Why is the people around can smile so sweetly in front of me then talk soooooo many bad things behind?Faker!
Why are there more and more rules in this college?We ain't primary kids!
I need to push everything up up UP again, *self motivate*
kesiannya *:(*
go and date your book and stop thinking too much la...
*ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH*
*ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH*
I felt better,fuh~

Happy 19th to me!

This year's birthday was really an unforgettable one,thank you Lord for these wonderful people that help me to celebrate although the next day is our final paper for pengajian Malaysia,i'm so touch!
Had 3 cakes this year,and presents :) :),will update abt it soon

Sick..

Everything went well all the way,I can't even recall when was the last time I was sick.Yesterday after dinner at Lip Wei's house,I went and sat doen,suddenly I felt weak and started to shiver.It was awfully cold,I began to feel that my body was hot,Lip Wei covered me with a layer of blanket and another layer of comforter,I felt better,but still it was cold.My body started to ache,the feeling was horrible!
I went back to er jie's house later on and went straight to bed,yet I couldn't sleep the whole night,kept waking up and go to the toilet,I keep forcing myself to drink glasses after glasses of H2o.Poor er jie,I woke up once she also woke up once.We are both the sensitive type,little bit of sound also can wake up T.T
Till this morning i still feel the aching of the muscles,then diarrhoea comes along,oh no!!!
What is happening to me?

random

Today after came back from jogging,I went online,log into friendster,went and ''click'' my testi box,hoho,those were the days,so many memories there.
I read back the testimonial and started to miss many of my friends.There are some who still keeps contact with me,there are also some who left forever.People come into our life for a reason in a season huh?
Cheers~

New sem new rules~

It has been the second week since the class started.It is really stressful for us.The very first day,we are already been given some assignment to do,and it is before we started ANYTHING.Then the tutor also announce that there will be a quiz,mak oii! Class belum start lagi sudah ada quiz >.<
Tak pe..kite proceed ke next one
New Sem,New Rules..Previously we are requested to join worship in the morning and in the evning except for Friday and Saturday.Now,we are "invited" to go on Fri and Sat too,not to mention the curfew hours 7p.m.
For the library area,there was previously a librarian to take care of the library until the night,9.30p.m.Now,the college has announced that the senior classes students will need to take care of the library,each week,there will be each student from 3 classes appointed to take care of the library,and they will place us all in the morning shift.Maknanya we work in the ward from 6.30 till 1p.m.Then lunch time,Then skillslab from 2-3.30,then after that we are supposed to take care of the library until 9.30!!
I was working in the morning shift this week,it is really very tiring,as the previous day we rush our careplan till very late at night and wakes up at 5 in the morning to prepare ourself to work.As usual I work until 1p.m and has a break until 2.Then skillslab is 2-3.30p.m and after skillslab we have class from 4.15-6.15!Oh boy!We still need to cross the road to go back to the old college for evening worship!Gosh,I can't stand it anymore.I decide to move out out out!
Out from adventist court,it will be a great relieve :)
Hopes to hear the good news from college soon for the approval :)

t o n g

Previously,I love raining days.Now,things seems to change. because when the weather is cold,my leg will go very very very painful.Arthritis?Oh no!
I was working in Medical 2 last week,afernoon shift,I noticed every step i took I can feel the bone at the knee there ''krak krak'' punya suara,like the way you guys usually ''krak'' ur hand.Then it goes worse to as I sit down and shake my leg the same thing happens.
After one week,my knee begin to feel painful,now it is a constant pain yet I am standing more than 6 hours a day,oh nonono!
Tomorrow is morning shift again.
p/s:I hope that it will disappear from me as soon as possible

Holidays...

So we had finish those exams.Blah..
and we are having two weeks of holiday.
The problem is....is...I feel so bored staying at home!! Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!!!!
When there is class,we are too
OCCUPIED
When there is holiday,we are too
FREE~
arrrrgh!I feel like i'm rotting at home!
3 more days to go and I will be going back to Penang again.Wuwa/!!