Thursday, December 16, 2010

Dad and mum in Penang

So,dad and mum come to penang on the 7th to see their 3 Princesses.
Previously,i forget to count in two,dad was not quite happy with it,haha




aha..sorry dad
We stayed at er jie's house and there is this swing where i started to sit on it first,then dad and mum eventually join is
-A picture of them-

take two

They are so cute,hands in hands,hahaha,i laughed real hard when I see his expression.


Then we went for christmas dinner at Bukit Jambul




Wednesday, December 8, 2010

be.your princess~

或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开
喜欢你偶而作怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实在
孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱
彷佛一片空白
直到遇见你我才真的存在
我只想做你的公主
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠
不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护
我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我
地球也暂停脚步
我刹那间清楚
你是我的幸福
沉潜太久的孤独
这一刻获得救赎
我忽然好想哭
感激你这一路
陪我笑陪着我辛苦
无悔的付出

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Praise Him!

Finally..
Results are out.Skilltest result is also out.Evaluation is over.I.am.simply.thankful.
A few of my classmates left.Sadly.
This is already the third semester,time flies.I can't imagine how I survive through this 3 semesters.I did it all by His grace.
I would like to share a few testimonies here.God answers prayers!
This is a tougher semester for us.There's really not much time left but I admit i played a lot :( my bad.
I felt scared as the exam comes nearer and nearer.At this moment I prayed really hard.
We were not allowed revision week,just imagine,a week before our finals and we are still working in the ward.>.<, and there's a skilltest waiting for us also! Oh dear,i sigh.I went for remediation class and read through the notes.Thank God that there was this classmate of mine who explain chapter to chapter.Things begin to happen,my classmates started to fall sick,one of them even needed to be admitted for appendectomy,a surgery lah.Then more and more of them starts to cough and sneeze,sigh,everybody is having stress ++.I pray for God's healing hands to be upon them,my roommate fell sick too,mind you,very very high fever.She was trembling when I force her to take up for a cup of water,and hey,the usual and mostly sick me remain healthy.Thank God!
Medical surgical paper pass through
then second day Obstetric nursing,This paper,I can feel my heartbeat.Tachycardia.
Eventually psychology paper and sociology went along well,I still remain heealthy.The next one will be skilltest.I was scheduled on the last day.T.T
My tutor is ....only my college friends will understand ^^.I felt stress because many of my classmate did not archieve their desired marks.I prayed hard that the procedure I get will be easy and I will be able to gain coorperation from the patient.For your info,skilltest is something you perform injection,bandage,clean the wound all this la on the patient and the teacher will give u marks on it.At first I wanted to give medication IV,but the patient is going to be discharge.Uh~oo.Next I wanted to serve medication but the patient refuse.OH~no.All my partners has gone through their procedures except me.Arrgh!I prayed for procedure.There was two in the end.My hand was shaking when I gave an injection to the patient.Suprisingly,she praise me in front of my tutor saying that it was not pain.Aww,thank you.
I got my marks for the skilltest.It was a happy one.Next is the theory exam,I rush to the board to find my secret code,thank God,I pass all.Sadly,a few of them are leaving.We won't be 52 again.God bless you my friends :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

每一次看你的户口,原来心里的那根刺不曾离开,依然很疼,
有时候,疼是什么感觉?是想起你时心里那股酸酸的感觉,还是脸上一笑而过的瞬间?我不知道.
你给的承诺曾经是我精神上的支柱,我还记得你握着我的手,望进我眼睛对我说:"我不会离开你,这双手会永远握着你的手给你力量,陪你度过那些痛苦的回忆,乖,我要把你所有的不开心统统抹去,从今天起我只希望看见你的笑容,我就开心了."那时,握着你的手,让暖意自你手心流进我心房你,那一刻,我觉得我是幸福的.
如今,一切已变得一个即美丽却充满杀伤力的谎言,你走了,我却还在原地徘徊

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Babies

This week I'm working in the maternity ward.That means I will be dealing with babies♥.
People say nurses are crazy people because they can deal with so much blood yet they are really calm.Well,I begin to think about this.
This week,I witness a baby's delivery again.This mum suffered so much pain.Mummy's are really great.When I see the whole process,I myself feel like crying,there was so much pain to bare.It was a baby boy! But poor little thing,after he opened up his eye,the left side of the eye is greyish,the pepils is greyish,goodness! I clamped his cord and after the injection,the baby was handed to the mother for the bonding.
The next day,I took the report and was told that the baby is blind in one side,poor little thing.I do hope that his eye can be cured,he's so small.
Babies are really nice to cuddle especially when they smile at you,I bet your heart will melt away.I cupfeed one of the girl,she really feed a lot,the amount of her feed won over all the babies there,and after we feed her,she was placed back in the cubicle and she smiled at us,awwwww♥
The scariest part working in this ward is the part bathing babies,I'm really scared of that,because they are so small and just cry non stop once you opened up their clothes.Yet,they are still so cute♥

Here is one of the picture,I was trying to call the baby to open his eyes,coinccidently,my friend captured,his face looks so blur,cute-nya!

Friday, October 29, 2010

One of my clinical experience

This week I'm working in morning shift,I received the report from the staff nurse from the night shift,my patient is in DIL-dead in list,uh-o.
I organize my care for her,it is not easy to take care of such heavy patient,with so many bedsores :(.
I look at her condition,it must be really painful for her.She is not able to move,quadriphlegia.Her mouth is already cracked and clot with blood clots,I cleaned her mouth v the glove and cotton,she was mad at me :(,sorry ah ma,but it is for ur own good.It is a big task when we want to turn her.I needed help from 3 others of my friend to lift her up.She couldn't eat,I can only feed her through the nasogastric tube.:(
She has got so many many many many medications to serve,I crush it and feed it through the tube.Her children came and see her many times a day.Everytime I look into her eyes,I can feel the sadness in her eyes,she knows her own condition very well.I felt nervous whenever i do a procedure for her,her skin is so fragile.
She's discharged as the doctor told her family members to be prepared.

Ah po,may God bless You and guide You in His own way,i will pray for you :)

爱了就算

觉得孤单
心绪摇晃
分分合合的情事难断
披着月光
没人做伴
我的笑我的泪
不敢多讲
爱的路上
谁不受伤
越多的渴望就越觉沧桑
顶着阳光
一路去闯
眼角泪光
你不去想
有些甜总是无人分享
有些苦你要自己去尝
有些寂寞也仿佛是永远不可能忘
最爱的人常不再身旁
人生本来它就是这样
也总要学着
爱了就算爱过就放
爱了就算没有负担
爱过就放别为难
就算受伤又怎样
有过一次痴狂
一生难忘