Wednesday, December 30, 2009

don't be annoyed after reading this xD

I'm blasting.Had been finding a chance to post this long long long ago,yet just don't have the time.

I have been this course since July.Many people ask me:'Su Ling,why do you choose this course?''And i will just answer them over and over again.But their next question and reaction will be

''But you don't mind washing people's shit?

I will go.....

''Then their vomittus leh?Their urine?you are not geli de meh?

Hey friends,do you think we take up this course just to clean ppl's body fluid?come on!have common sense!Do you think nurses are paid just for cleaning ppl's shit?We learn more things that are beyond your expectation!

I don't understand why when we mention nursing and "indonesian maid'' is what comes across these people's mind,no offence to the indonesian maids

.Just this morning I walk out to buy breakfast for my two sisters and bump into a neighbour of mine,this dear neighbour of mine is quite known for her wide "ariel" and satelite.Everything that goes to her will be known to the whole taman the next day.I greeted her out of politeness and suddenly she ask me:girl,you are stuying where?Penang ar?(Actually she knew it long ago)I smiled and said yes..

Then she ask me,you study in USM?i said no,槟安医院..She then gave me an OoooooOooooOoo~ like as if she knew where was it.Government one right?I said no,private one,her expression became @.@,THEN MA HAVE TO PAY A LOT?i answered her no it's free,then again she become @.@ FREE?HOW COME?Then her next question is er,YOU LIKE THIS KIND OF JOB LA?You like this kind of job?This kind of job?I was suprise by the expression on her face and ask her,aunty,you know what course I am taking kah?She said yala,i ask ur fren ma when she come back for holiday,not nursing meh?and gave me a disgusted look.Her evil face.Her expression,politeness politeness really make me wanna explode,what does she mean by that kind of job?

The next question will be :Su Ling,your class got boys ar?

Usually i just smiles and answered yes.Next will be

"How many ar?"

5

"wah,5 ar?nurse got so many boys de meh?

Hey people,what's wrong with male nurse?Do you people think that this profesion is only for women?

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

continuation..

some technical problem happen just now,sorry..
Please do respect them,nursing is not a sissy job like you think,don't be prejudice towards male nurses.If you are a man and is bedridden,do u prefer a women or a man to help u wash up?Think twice before you look down on them!
Nursing is a profesion that requires skills,patience,and TLC.
Tender ,love,care!
Lastly,we care and we share,I hope that u guys will change ur point of view towards nursing after reading this..
Thank u

Sunday, December 27, 2009

ish

The feeling is sosososososososo bad!
I can still recall myself hallipy buying ticket to go back,but now I got to stay alone at adventist court all alone.The feeling is sososo bad :(
You know,when everyone is having vacation and haha-ing away with their friends at their hometown,u got to think of 28 kena kerja.Adui~sakit hati betul
I will never ever take mc even though i am sick adi,yesterday also kena bla bla bla by mummy,the ticket for me to come back here from my hometown was doubled!She was telling me abt it,i just guai guai listen.Tomorrow will be another morning shift,after that got to wait very long only can go back :(
I miss jojo so much,dad has gone to kl v yin and yee,anyway mum is glad that one more baby will be going back to home to her,tomorrow fai fai come,fai fai end the shift and i'm gonna scream~
Going back by night bus..wuu~all alone..sure cold like mad geh~
I'm gonna go pack up my things~When i come back,sem 2 will be starting again~wohoo!
2010 will be a great year!

i wish..

Everything just happened too fast.Can it be slowed down?Everytime I think of it,I just feels scared and insecure,how should I voice it out?
That day Madam Lim distributed semester 2's schedule,headache weh,so many new subject and the demand gets higher.Skill blitz is coming soon,jia you,wish everybody all the best!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

:)

Congratulations to Kimberly and Mervin!
Happy new wed!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

hate..?

朋友们,你们可曾恨过一个人?恨得入骨,想起他/她时就格外生气,仰或你会一直咒骂他,希望他不得好死?
其实你们可曾深入想,你越恨他代表你越在乎他,在乎她说的话,在乎他的一举一动,你可以吹眠自己:我才不在乎呢,关我什么事(⊙o⊙)?可是却骗不了自己,眼睛会偷瞄他/她,头脑会不断的找关于他们的消息,你确定你是恨他们的吗?
恨一个人足以影响一整天的心情,有时候心里明明不想恨,却因面子问题去恨,这样过生活很好吗?我曾经也恨过一个人,后来我才发现我会恨他是因为我太执着与自己的想法,觉得他什么都觉得自己是对的,其实自己何尝不是?后来我也发现,也是因为放了太多爱的成分,因为不甘心才变恨,后来我学习了放手,心里不在执着,日子变得好过很多,现在面对我曾经恨之入骨的那个人,我不再恨,也可以很坦然的面对他
这位朋友,我对你所造成的伤害真的很抱歉,希望你再点放下,好好过你的日子,你有个很好的前途,也是一个很好的朋友,我心里会永远感激曾经认识过你这位朋友,谢谢你曾经给过我那段快乐的回忆,衷心祝福你 c:

Saturday, December 12, 2009

dream

科学报告显示人在睡觉时发梦就不算真正的睡觉,因为头脑并没有真正的休息。
曾经听过人家说,梦也可以是因为在白天一直思考着一样的东西,所谓日有所思,夜有所梦
发现自己常常梦到奇奇怪怪的景象,怪得有时自己也捉摸不透,一场梦有时可以让我开启思想,有时也会让我害怕。
最近常常梦到自己在一条很长很长的走廊走着,那条走廊似乎无止境,四周都好黑暗,一片荒凉,梦里的我尝试喊叫,也没人理我,我试试到处索摸,却是触冰的,梦里的我显得好孤单好无助,醒来后,都会冒一身冷汗,发呆时常会想,究竟这场梦包含了什么?



希望今晚会是个美梦
祝大家晚安

Thursday, December 10, 2009

grow

当明天变成了今天成为了昨天,最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天,我们突然发现自己在不知不觉中已被时间推着向前走,这不是静止火车里,与相邻列车交错时,仿佛自己在前进的错觉,而是我们真实的在成长,在这件事里成了另一个自己。

Monday, December 7, 2009

Faith

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

I don't know wether this decision i take is correct or not?Maybe it will be better for both of us and your family,be strong,stay happy and sleep well,I am here whenever you need me,just by your side,don't let your thinking control you,in fact it should be vice versa.I will always pray that God will send the Holy Spirit to guide you in whatever you are in and you shall glorify His name! Amen!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

sick!

I hate coughing!
I hate sore throat!
Making me in pain
Make me go nuts!