Sunday, March 21, 2010

a disgusting thing I saw in the restaurant

Friday,I went to Jacilyn's house,we went and tapao some drinks ofr a chill.The weather is so hot!BUT i saw something that make we won't want to go there anymore.I've taken my meals there several times because the price is quite reasonable andthe food is tasty,BUT the hygiene makes ma want to...
We odered our drinks and waited for it,then I saw this aunty pouring out the dirty water unto the floor,the next step,I saw her using her barehands and took out the chopsticks and spoons from the drain that drop earlier on,and just threw into the basin that is filled with dirty soaps.Immediately I canceled my order and took a canned drink.It is so disgusting!!!
I will NEVER.EVER go there again

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The very first jab I give

I'm still so excited although it has been 4 hours since my shift ended.Today,I got a suprise procedure,that's giving intramuscular injection,injection ar!!When the stuff nurse ask me I was like:''Huh?So fast can give injection already??
I went and prepare the syringe and proceed to the patient's room.The stuff nurse that supervise me politely ask the patient's family to wait outside for a moment.The husband and daughter then went out,but the daughter came in again.Actually we are not suppose to let people observe when we are doing a procedure.The daughter look at me anxiously waiting for me to give her mother the injection.Mak oi,the more she look at me the more i become tense up,i use the cotton alchohol swab and swab the buttock,and then inject,I learn that when giving an injection,one cannot hesitate or else you won't be daring enough to give,I aspirate to make sure there's no blood and push the medicine in.At last...Thank God everything went well.This is my very first injection I give,it was not really good and I know that I need more improvement.Improvement people..hohoho..who's the next victim?

Have a nice day..
^^v

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Another injection.

Tuesday.
In the morning I went and take my report for yesterday's blood test,*fuh*..I look at the bruise on my hand,masih so dark,yesterday I look at the lab person,Mr Tommy inject into my hand and draw the blood.He was fast,as the needle poke in,I felt the pain.
Back to the point,the result shows non reactive!Arrgh! Means to say I need to get a booster,after 3 doses of injection,my antibody still not enough???New Su Ling,you need to keep fit! I went to the pharmacy and took my medicine,mind you,it is a cold dose.The medicine need to be given immediately,I then proceeded to the emergency room.There was so busy today,soooooo many people,I waited for my turn.The staff nurse then called me and gave me the booster,I felt the cold medicine inside my body,my hand felt numb.I look at her inject into my muscle,intramuscular injection.In two days I took two injection @.@.
3.30p.m
It was class for Skin,I skipped and went to the audithorium room to receive an acknowledgent from the hospital.One of the patient wrote and compliment about me,I was the only student there,make me so nervous.Pastor then came and tell me that all the people sitting there are the head of every department.@.@ Listening to this makes me lagi @.@.
They called my name and read out what the patient wrote about me,I was then presented a voucher with a tupperware.After that was photo session.I then rush back to class and continue my lectures.
Good Luck everyone for tomorrow's quiz on skin and good night people :)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

♥越害怕失去他,你越會失去他 ♥

當你愛上一個人,你越害怕會失去他,最後,你通常會失去他。

每一次很愛一個人,你會有這種感覺,你愛的好害怕。跟他在一起的時候,你很快樂,快樂的好不真實,好像靈魂出竅一樣的站在天空看著自己,看著自己很快樂的大笑大哭,看著自己像演連續劇一樣的不真實,看著他好像觸碰到電視機裡的超真實偶像,你好快樂,但是很害怕,害怕自己演的只不過是一齣戲,時間到了就要 ending。
每一次很愛一個人,你會無時無刻的想要緊握他的手,你好害怕,如果你一不小心鬆開了手,他就會從你手邊飛走,他就像是個氣球,你帶著他炫耀,卻又害怕氣球沒有氣了、飛不起來了、被風吹走了,在你不注意的時候用很快的速度遠離你了。你手心流著汗,緊緊的把線纏在手上,卻又害怕不小心把線折斷,你說你好愛他,你不敢放手,你一直仰望著他,望著他...

每一次很愛一個人,你就會失去自信,你害怕世界上比你更美麗、更可愛的女孩會引起他的注意,你故意測試的問他:「那個女生漂亮嗎?」其實你只是想聽到他說:「傻孩子,當然是你最漂亮。」你害怕自己不夠貼心、不夠聰明、不夠性感,你害怕成為那些兩性書上寫的笨女孩,但你還是忍不住做一堆讓他厭煩的事。你打給他,你無時無刻都想打給他,你害怕他趁你不注意的時候被別的女生吸引走。你說他真的很愛你,可是你不能肯定他有如你想像中的愛你。你好害怕,你好沒自信,你好想成為他心中最完美的女神,但你卻越弄巧成拙。你好沮喪,可是你不能跟他說。

每一次很愛一個人,你總是在想,你們什麼時候會分手。你跟他越甜蜜,你越害怕想像分手的畫面。你說你也想當個瀟灑的人,不要把感情放太重,不要得失心太重。但是每一次你一愛上人,你就失去了平衡。你好害怕,你越愛他,你越怕。你怕你這麼愛他,如果有一天失去他,你該怎麼辦。

每一次很愛一個人,你總是做很多讓你討厭自己的事情。你愛生氣、愛吃醋,你愛胡思亂想,你愛假設、愛懷疑。你說你也不想這樣,但是你被騙過、被傷害過,你從不敢相信自己能遇到不會騙你、不會害你的人。每一次他忘了接你電話,你開始害怕他是不是在劈腿,每一次他沒有打給你,你不斷揣摩過去曾面對的恐懼。你拿著手機,每撥出一次就不斷祈禱,你好害怕聽到「您的電話現在進入語音信箱...」,你好討厭自己,你不應該一直打給他。可是你卻停不了...

每一次很愛一個人,你總是向上帝祈禱,你的愛情能不能有善終。你這麼的努力,你這麼的用力,為什麼最後總是上帝開了你一個大玩笑。

你好恐懼、你好害怕,但是你不敢、也不能跟他說。你怕他討厭你,你怕他不愛你。

你對自己好沒自信,即使所有人都說你是大美女。

你好討厭你自己,因為你總是用你最不喜歡的方式、最愚蠢的方式去愛,你總是讓他輕易的看到你最不堪一擊的那一面,你可以讓他狠狠的傷你,因為你每次都忘了防備。

你好害怕,好害怕現在越快樂,將來一定會越痛苦。你好害怕,你沒有很努力的緊緊握住他,但是你越想緊緊握住,卻越握不住他。

你怕失去他,你卻用最笨的方法,看著自己失去他。

你好愛他,但是你好笨,你不會用任何最聰明的方法去愛,你只是不斷的跟他說,你真的很愛他。

親愛的你,一定不瞭解我們的恐懼。因為我們總是看起來那麼美麗、那麼有自信。

我們多麼希望可以找到一個人,可以讓我永遠都不害怕失去他。我們可以認定對方,不管發生什麼事情,我都不必活在恐懼,不必擔心自己不夠好,不必懷疑自己擁有的快樂,不必害怕自己會失去你。

我們不是那麼聰明、不是真的美麗、也不是看起來有自信。我們要的,只是更多的肯定。讓我們再也不必擔心害怕恐懼懷疑的肯定。我們要的是承諾,即使我們比你還清楚承諾的有效期限。

但是不幸的是,我們明明就知道,當我們越害怕失去,我們就一定會失去。

即使我們總是笨的往失去你的那一條路走 ...

那麼,我為什麼要跟你在一起?




因為我們總是想要說服自己,