每个女生身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
　　
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
　　
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
　　
但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
　　
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
　　
他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
　　
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
　　
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
　　
你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
　　
特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。
　　
做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

study study

I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!
I NEED to STUDY!!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!I need to STUDY!!!

then why on earth am I blogging now?
*arrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*eeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww*
I feel relieved.
fuh~

CNY 2nd day

Mum odered roti jala.Yummy arrrrr.
I wish they have this in Penang too.I tried once Penang punya roti jala,tetapi,make me so disappointed.
Mum invited Tuck to come to my house.After taking his roti jala,I went to his house pulak.Later he suggested that we go to PCB and see how's there.Mind you,although this place is in Malaysia's history,it has been contaminated so much.No worries,there are still the jagung bakar along the road.wuu!food again!

Sweet corn~Yum yum yum,lovIn it
PCB is still the same,that's why i didin't capture any pic there.
Before we left for Hui Min's house,took a few snaps


Xion and me
Thank u fren for being my 1 day driver :)

Cheers!

Chinese New Year@1st Day

It is Chinese New Year!!!!
Mummy gave me this red packet that prints 聪明伶俐

front of it

Back of it..Thanks mummy *muax* xD
Early in the morning,daddy ask the 3 of us to go into his room,he brought out 3 dresses for me,yee and yin.We were stunted,it was so sweet of u dad,thanks :)
Later,Daddy brought us back to Lemal,all my cousins are there,big cousin,small cousin,baby cousin,baby aunty,uncle bla bla.Every year chi chu and ah gor they all will specially make 'kao jam' that is nasi kerabu for us.Awww~It's so yummu yummy yummu,I remember that day my mouth very very busy,i ate 4 plates of rice within 5hours time.phew~I hug and hug and hug everybody there,especially heong and fatt lin.But most of them say I became properous adi,in our family term,properous=fat,simi.FAT FAT,no~~
oh yeah,while in the car,da jie got nth to do and she starts to do this on my head,she keep insisting that I should put it and not take it down :(


Went to Heong's house,met some friends there,Liang Jun was there!!Every year when I go to Heong's house,he always ngam ngam just go off,ish ish ish,at last this year I get to meet this dear friend of mine,we know each other since i'm in form 2,he's a nice friend :)

Liang Jun

and everybody~
In the evening,Heong's mum cook my favourite soup,specially for me *yay*
Later on,uncle told me that she actually cook and waited for me since yesterday,aww~thank u so much aunty.The soup was awesome!I had two bowls,*slurp*~
Ko Pian took out a bottle of red wine,we all took a cup.


The Red Wine
But after I drank..

I became this~wuwa,i dunno how to appreciate red wine,but they all say so NICE,wuwa,not my fault,means that I'm a good girl that dunno how to drink ^^v

till here..

A simple wish

A simple wish

Happy Chinese New year 2010

and lastly..

happy valentines day!

I wish that all the love birds will stay happy and appreciate each other

Cleaning day

Chinese New year is coming,everybody is going home.Last week my roommate edylyn and me decided to clean our room.We cleaned and mop and and sweep and arrange the things.
Firstly,please close ur mouth and don't be so suprised lah~,we pick up everything to sweep..


we mop



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i wore a black shirt initially,then i went and change,it's too hot,i feel like evaporating~




the floor


after tidying,it's so clean and neat~

muahaha~

my smelly smelly~on my tidy neat neat room~
wuu~

Happy New Year everyone~!

semangat day

Today dunno why so semangat,early early wake up with a smile =.=..so menakutkan.But I felt happiiee!!
Today is my turn to pray in class,we will begin to start a new topic on skin.S.K.I.N.hoho,means we are learning about injection too,victims victims~
suprisingly,Miss Chin changed to tomorrow,tomorrow only will have skin class,means to say,our class ends at 3!!weee~ *loves*
BUT
BUT BUT
she announced that we will be having FON quiz tomorrow,haiz....why must there be a but in any good situations??why?Why?WHy?WHY?
arrrgh!
Should I go for jogging today?
*hmmm*
yes?no?maybe.lol
Have a nice day everyone,will be updating on last night's event,currently sitting in the library :)

爱她就不要骗她上床

I saw this written by a boy in a particular forum,it is touching and true.If guys can think like him,many girls can avoid the hurts.
爱她就不要骗她上床
当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱
我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐　惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

　我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢？

Girls,learn to protect yourself,don't be too naive and give everything to your him just to please him,in the end,you are the one that lost and hurt.Jia you

The jogging

Recently addicted to jogging,got time only go jog jog jog.Maybe because I'm growing more and more sideways.Bad news.
Gurney Drive is really a nice place,BUT the beach is SMELLY >.<.
Last Wednesday,these two said that they want to go jogging,in the end,I was the only one jog the whole path.They were snapping photo like siao,but later i did join them xD

The tired looks after jogging,ah~the messy hair.

Three of us

I take this post because it means that I acurrently readjusting my life after some loss,I may feel the imbalance,I may fall,BUT i will stand up again!

After that loss,I will sometimes take a rest and thought of the moments when we sit side by side,talking and taking time to understand each other.Do you remember?

looking at the sun set

Tomorrowis another jogging day for me,alone :(

Part of my life

This week I'm in still surgical 2,morning shift.But this week I'm the only junior assign to room 255,that's an open ward.All the others including the seniors are in other rooms.Oh no!That means I will need to manage the patients on my own.Including the bedridden one.
I wanted to perform bed bath of him,but the other friends were having two bed baths themselves @.@.Have to find the staff to do lor:(.This particular patient is from Indonesia,I dun understand his malay :(.Making my life so miserable ar~He started to scream that he's in pain.I felt the pain from his,I kept comforting him and wipe his sweat for him.Suddenly he grip my hand because he was in pain,and then my turn to be painful =.=.He was saying sa...sa..sakit~over and over again,when he grip my hand,my turn to say also,SAKIT arrr!The other patients was quite stable,they only needed assiatant to ambulate them.God is guiding me all the way,usually patient in this room requires many bed baths.I started to talk with one of them,they were praising the staff and students around here,they said that we provide very good care,he feels so at home,BUT the next question he ask me make me stunt:Su Ling,you are from local ar?No..y?Then you got bf ar?Suddenly this question struck me,I remember last time other patients also asked me the same question,I remembered I smiled and answered them sweetly that I already had one,I stared blankly at him and pause for a second,then answered him,no,I am single,then he said:how come,u r such a smart and caring girl,dun tipu uncle lah..wah..at this time,i feel that his sentences suddenly rise to a high level,i become speechless.I just smile politely and said thank u :)
Thursday was the first time I serve medication to patient,I was quite nervous because this is my first time serving medication.I did my 3checks and 5 rights.Serving medication is a serious thing,it is dealing with people's life,I understand the circumstances of serving wrong medication,Miss Chin supervise me.I was a bit late to serve the medication.I took out from the pyxis system and check the physician's order,patient's name and register number.Next I goes to the patient and inform him.I bring the medication to him and ask his name for confirmation and recheck the physician's oerder again.Then I gave him a cup of water,before ging him the medication,I check for the last time.This is 3checks,to make sure I didin't serve wrongly.I prayed that our heavenly father will guide me through,although there were many patients,they were very coorperative,it was easier for me so much,thank God for His grace,everything move smoothly.
Friday-today
2of them discharged.But we had new admission of course,and one of them is my friend!
Today is such a busy day for me,running here and there,phew,it is finished now.I'm really happy with this course,I felt the satisfaction and happiness after helping people,it was great!
After work,I laze around with my darling laptop for a while then walked to gurney.I went to Pulau Tikus first to pay the bill,mak oi,my money,felt as if digi is sucking my blood and laughing evilly.Sakit hatinya~Then later walk to Gurney.I wandered around and saw my friend with her bf,they were so sweet.I walk to the cinema once again,it seems to become my habbit already.Later on I walk to Gurney beach,the sea was beautiful.I sat alone there with my legs dangling and begin to think of things again.Sigh..as I think,tears begin to drop again,I really don't like this.Mei Yi called me after that,from Gurney I walk to Bandar Baru and meet them,amboi,all alone.After makan,we walk back again,today is really a non stop day,I feel like my leg want to patah already,good night everyone.

to my 3 friends

I got the news from dad yesterday.Mrs Teo is gone.I was in college that time,afer receiving the news,i stood there blankly,it was so sudden.She's such a lovely lady,I will miss her.
Dear Lord,I pray that you will give her family strength to overcome this and make them unity,bless them in everything they do.
Stay strong Jing Yang,Shao En,Shao Zhen!