Tell me.How am I supposed to be happy?

I'm really happy whenever i think of going home.Oh,it's such a joy!Especially when the college announce this Monday is a holiday,i tell you ppl,the joy in my heart can never be expressed.I decided to go back to my hometown this weekend,though it's really rushing,my friends ask me,HAR??GO BACK ONE DAY YOU ALSO SONG AR??,my answer is yes!very song,as though the whole world is dancing.
Sadly,happy moment never last.Miss Chin came in and talk about our theory exam,the topics are really wide.For your info,this sem we are only allowed to fail ONE subject,of course I am not thinking of failling.But after I listen to the formats and the topic she's giving out during the exam,i begin to turn @.@.The worst of the worst is not here yet.After our lunch,Miss Florence and Miss Ho,our class teacher came in and brief us on the running assessment.Running assessment is someting like the teachers sees you doing the procedure and how you communicate with the patient from head to toe.Oh my goodness!If we fail this,we die.We fail theory,we also die.I'm so FORTUNATE to get her as my clinical instructor for running assessment.After looking at my schedule,i turned to oh-i'm-so lucky-and-bahagia,while others turn so happily back to their seats.Sh*T!Thinking of the day of running assessment makes me go butterflies.Miss Florence then announced another news:''Class,due to the insuffiency signature of your log book,your vacation will be shorten to 1 week,you will need to stay and work for the signatures.'
Mak oi,are we to be blame for not getting thoe stupid signatures?Our seniors get 1 whole month of holday during our semester,ours had already been cut to 3 weeks,and now you people are cutting ti to ONE WEEK??ONE WEEK?hello~It is totally unfair for those who only get back to see their beloved one once a year!You expect us to get high marks in both practical and theory,this is our responsibility,but can you all stop giving us pressure by keep saying want to send us back?
Exam is so near and we don't even have a revision week!
*arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh*
I feels much better after pouring all these out.
Jia you class 2012!We all can do it! =D

I wish

Went to Ipoh last week.Uncle Chong is sick.I couldn't understand when aunty Helen describe his condition until I went and see him.
Uncle is currently under morphine,he has hallucinations on and off.As i spend my night in the hospital,I felt sad,it touches my heart and make me feel so pain.Last time when he was well,I remember being very scared of him,he's the no-nonsense type.But as I get along with him,he's so nice.I remember him walking me down the street with aunty when I visited Ipoh.Till now,although I come back to Penang,I still cannot accept that he's suffering from such illness.He used to be a strong man in my mind.
Now,by looking how frail at him,i feels sad.Especially when he sudden he suddenly get up from his bed,hugging me and kiss me on my forehead praising me for accompanying him in the hospital.My tears fell in silence.I wish that I can see the old-uncle Chong that I knew.
Uncle,do stay strong,we love you and we are always by your side supporting you,please don't give up on your radiotherapy.
Friends,do pray for my uncle =D

arrgh!

Monday
Tuesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday....

I am still sick..arrrgh!8 days adi i've been eating without taste,horrible!
*sighs*

voiceless tiger

Had been sick for 3days.Arrgh.
First day-
flu+slight fever+din sweat whole day
I took it for granted

2nd day-
flu+fever+slight sore throat+muscle ache
they ask me to see the doctor,but thinking of the quizes,i decided to ignore it once more.Lip Wei came with Yin and brought me for dinner,fish head bihun,lip wei called it as 病人吃的东西,walaowei!Had a panadol at night.

3rd day-
flu+fever+muscle ache+sore throat+cough+blood in sputum in the morning.
Hor sei liao,quiz or no quiz,after the quiz,i went and see the doctor,took mc,came back with 5 types of medicine.I took the medicine for flu and felt drowsy,I didin't know the effect was so intense,the laptop was on my knee as I was on MIMS.com,suddenly I felt it slip down,luckily it fell to my bed.Sorry dear lappie :)

Now,7.32 p.m
doing careplan,yet tomorrow i am in morning shift,really hor sei liao,Jia you jia you!
I hope my voice will be back by tomorrow :(

回忆

在爱情里，最痛苦的
不是分离，不是背叛
而是，该死的回忆

一首歌，一篇文章，一部电影
都会勾起那深埋在心底的思念
一幕幕的回忆，就如印影机般
原封不动的把你脑海里的画面
印影在一张张的白纸上，无所遁形

回忆的来袭，你阻止不了，更预防不了
它好比是一种无药可解的绝症，无法被根治
曾经有过的画面，不管好的坏的，快乐的悲伤的
都会在你俩分开后，寂静的夜晚，独自一人时
如海啸般毫无预警的扰乱你宁静的生活步调
不管利用何种方法，也避免不了它的来袭

然而，回忆之所以美好，只因为它是回忆
当回忆变成现实时，一切就不再变得美好
因为，现实永远是残酷的
生活如此，爱情亦是

最凄美的爱情，是回忆里那一段最真挚的感情
最悲哀的爱情，也是回忆里那一段曾经的感情
因为，它最终的位置
也只能成为你心里的
回忆