Friday, September 30, 2011

Mental health posting

Finally,working in the psychiatric ward for two weeks ended today. How should I describe it?Hmm...fun?exciting?a total new experience,and yes!! fatigue!
I wouldn't choose to work there after graduation. I find it very depressing to work there. Full alert is needed, words are chosen wisely before you open your mouth, oh dear,it is like you need to always be stronger than them.
During the first day, I was scared as one of them said good morning, all of you are new bees right?.My mind was full with:''what?she knows?does that mean that we are going to get bullied?.
Actually that is just a stigma, the society dosen't want to go any nearer to this group of people as they thinks that these group of people is crazy. But in fact,they are awake at times, they can still function, just that they are disturb by the hearing voices and seeing illusions. I learned that this group of people also lacks a lot of family support. What some of them are asking is just a little bit more of love, someone to talk to, someone to lend them a hand, someone to sing with them.
To us, their life is crazy, but to them, it is so real that they are actually scared by the voices and vision that keeps disturbing them, but we as outsiders didn't realize and acknowledge their fear, instead we put the blame on them by pointing our fingers at them, claiming tht they are a havoc to the society. Love them people, they are just as normal as us.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

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前两天,跟朋友出去后,慢步的走回宿舍,看见他踩着单车在宿舍里,像往常般,我继续走,突然他问我:"妳穿金金的裙子?我以为自己听错,因为上次吵架后,我们几乎没说话,就算是站在同一个空间,也感觉很奇怪,他突然跟我讲话??咦...?应该不是吧,我继续往前走,突然又来一句:''是吗?金金的裙?这下应该是跟我讲话了啦,我回答他:''是咯..
他:''你去哪里?他还在问?哇,今天是怎么了?
不知为什么他问我这句时我被吓到了三下下,记得有一次,跟雯姗出去然后送她去巴士站,她跟学院一群朋友搭同一个巴士,之后收到她电话告诉那群朋友讲了一些东西,尤其是他,一直以来真的当他是好朋友,很可惜,那只是本姑娘的想法,其实我是很在意这个朋友的,因为在我很心烦很需要帮助的时候,他不断的帮助我尤其是功课方面,他真的很耐心的教我,虽然过了很久,我还是想告诉你,朋友,谢谢你 :)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

My first pair of skechers

Today after a tiring day from work,i felt so happy because I receive this :)


It's finally here,I had been searching for it for so long.
It say that skechers
DESIGNED TO HELP:
• BURN MORE CALORIES
• REDUCE JOINT AND BACK STRESS
• TONE MUSCLES
• PROTECT AGAINST SLIPPERY SURFACES
aww..means my legs no longer need to be that painful anymore :)
http://www.skechers.com/info/fitness-work