/wee

Yesterday i learned how to do side parking.It was tough!!! I stop learning for 1month adi because of national service.Keep on mati enjin T___T
But the instructor say it's quite good adi since so long i stop my lessons.../wee
Will try harder this saturday

无奈

Today I just notice how weak I am.I notice the fear inside me.I felt like i was so alone.I begin to think of things in my lifeand started to boke down,i really broke down today..Are there really true friends when u need them?I feel so tired of keeping everything to my ownself.It has become a habbit.You changed me and u took quite a long time to do so.But in the end u succeded.I feel so tired of writing stupid things and useless things on papers after papers.I feel so tired of hearing those gossips.I feel so tired of when i needed someone to talk to nobody's there.I feel so tired of doing things alone.I feel so tired of those fake smiles.I feel so tired of facing that fear everytime i think of it,everytime I see that person.I feel so tired of arguing with u.i feel so tired of facing everything alone.

-Time will heal.I just need strength to face these.-

Down and happy =.=''

Everybody is leaving me :'(Hui Min went to Petaling Jaya today liao,ah Mau also going away next Saturday to Kampar.Left Rick Kye studying form6.He keep on promote to me,Su Ling,come back to Chung Hwa ler..lai lai...walao..

If i get back to Chung Hwa I will need to

1.CUT MY HAIR(nononnonononno way)

2.Wear the school uniform again

3.Pay school fees RM120

4.Wake up early in the morning

And no i dun wan!! spend 1120 n cut my hair then stay there for 1month n go away???

Simi???

bo ai..

These few days I really thank God for the scholarship i get.I will be studying totally free and will be given allowance.Actually i still can't think of a reason how come I can get it..Well,maybe the faith that i got..Thank God and Amen i can help my parents put some burden down.Frens tat are taking exmas,do study hard and get good grades,tis is an advice,dun be as playful as me :)

p/s:Congratulations wei nee for getting JPA..really feel happy for you!