无奈

Today I just notice how weak I am.I notice the fear inside me.I felt like i was so alone.I begin to think of things in my lifeand started to boke down,i really broke down today..Are there really true friends when u need them?I feel so tired of keeping everything to my ownself.It has become a habbit.You changed me and u took quite a long time to do so.But in the end u succeded.I feel so tired of writing stupid things and useless things on papers after papers.I feel so tired of hearing those gossips.I feel so tired of when i needed someone to talk to nobody's there.I feel so tired of doing things alone.I feel so tired of those fake smiles.I feel so tired of facing that fear everytime i think of it,everytime I see that person.I feel so tired of arguing with u.i feel so tired of facing everything alone.

-Time will heal.I just need strength to face these.-