Saturday, January 30, 2010

Dad,mum,yin and yee

Everyone came to Penang for er jie's job.Congrats to her for finding a job here^^.
This morning,they came and take me to eat din sum.It was good.

the DIM SUM


very happy de daddy


mummy :)


makan makan


lastly it's me!! i LOVE to eat
this morning punya one and a half hour jog all gone :'(

Thursday, January 28, 2010

c o n g r a t s+s a d

Today Penang Adventist Hospital launched it's wellness centre.It was good,the hydrotheraphy,arrrrgh~I want it oo.The physiotherapists did a demo for us to see,man,it was really cool and relax,ppl can actually fall asleep.I want i want i want! ~As if I can get it~ :'(
They serve good lunch though,at least not one day cafeteria food~8Yummy*
back to college,I went and see my quiz result,die liao die liao,it's only begining of the year,I failed one already,miss by ONE mark!ONE MARK!..why treat me like this????But it is my fault la,has been distracted by some stuff recently,nevermind,will buck up again,will try my best
Sorry dad,mum,sis,jojo,my gurantor my guardian =.='''''''''

Jia you Jia you!!!!!!!
I CAN DO IT!!

check out on the old post:Lost,death,grief,I kept in in draft for very long,it might be useful to you guys :)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Insomnia

It's Wednesday! I love Wednesday,at least today's class is not so hectic *@.@*
I was the chorister for this morning.I chose the songs
!.Come,now is the time to worship
2.Shine,Jesus,Shine
3.At the cross.

Sayangnya,Come now is the time to worship don't have the lyrics,so change to Change my heart,O God.Not bad either.Adventist college had a good quality here,they starts everything with prayer and worship.Early in the morning,worship starts,although our college is not like other college that much time to rest,but it is worth it,we learn how to cope with the stress.

I was talking with Agnes in the skillslab,she invited me to go to Sarawak during our sem break,wasn't this great?Wuu~
I still haven ask daddy tough,I can estimate what his answer will be :"(
Med-Sur quiz has pass,I felt a sigh of relieved,last night was a total sleepless night.I had nightmares again.After that,''dikejutkan'' oleh the dream at 3.50a.m,what can I do?Sit up and calm down myself,later,I took my notes and went to the kitchen to study.It was until 5.45 I stop,I felt so tired,but after one hour I got to go to college already,I took a short nap again,the second time i woke up,I felt really really tired,at least..the fever has left me,it's the 3rd day but Mr Flu is STILL HERE!! >.< arrrgh! pik chik!
Lazy to continue liao,want to go and c if there's any quiz result @.@
Jia you!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

ko

I hate to be sick!Anyway,who love it?=.=''
Since yesterday,I started to have flu,now cough+fever!!!!
My voice had been quite sexy since the sore throat come and approach me,arrrrgh!That dry dry feeling really irritaes me,sneeze pun tak habis-habis :'(
Recently had a habbit of writting things on the hand,then die die dun want to let people see xD,many people got tricked,i know i'm bad.....SOMETIMES. *evil grin*
While in class,i felt so cold,everyone else was hot,in the afternoon,i sweated lot,but still I feel cold.Cold.hot.cold.hot.making my life so miserable~ *tsk tsk tsk*
I hoped that class will end early today,because I felt really weak,very "pusing".
After Pharmacology quiz,Miss Chin ask us to go to the skillslab,we waited outside,then she announced the key is not with me,you are all excused,after hearing this news.my pupils dilated big big,IS THIS TRUE?AM I HEARING THE RIGHT THING?apparently it was true,so yahoo people,i am now home earlier than usual.It's time to go for my dinner,maggie soup =.='' poor me

med-sur quiz,soooooooo banyak things to study( ⊙o⊙ )哇

Monday, January 25, 2010

tidur tidur

It is Monday again.I don't like Monday.Why?because I got to wake up after 2 days of cosy day.Me ♥ my bed very very much *loves*
As usual,started off at 6.45,after the alaam rang,I wish I had more time to sleep.Seriously,I need those sleep so much,I hoped so much that I didin't had nightmare last night.Sadly,I did,and it was all because of you.!
I feel so frustrated whenever I falls asleep in class.It is really bad when you tries really hard to stay awake but your brain just don't listen.Although the eyes are open,things just don't filter through my brain,making me so blur at the end of the class.I hate it!
Next time,must bring chilies into the class @.@

P.S:i really hate flu

Saturday, January 23, 2010

outings

I decided not to stay home today.Took a bus to the jetty there with Murphy and Miao Ping,planning to go to jing si.Unfortunately it was close,make the three of us =.=''
Then Murphy said since we already come out till so far,so fast want to go back meh??I suggested that we go to queensbay,but Miao Ping wants to go home.We tried very long to ask her to go to queensbay but she din want.In the end left me and Murphy only went.We took a bus and went to McD in queensbay.We odered fries,milo and coke,of cuz i was the one drinking milo.
We begin to study of cuz with the earphone,there's croded with people.From 1 sth we study till 6sth,i decided to leave,me and Murphy both become @.@.So tired.I never knew that I can sit for so long.Murphy really also can concentrate like crazy,sometimes when I lift up my head,she is like so.serious.
Making me kan jiong ar...
took a few shoots





Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Lost.death.grief

It's another new day people!Rise and shine!
I woke up early this morning despite of sleeping late again.Cannot blame me ar,I'm used to sleeping late.Went to college quite blur,the eyes was like how many thousand tones heavy,i know,hyperbola ma,but i feel so sleepy @.@.
Doctor Calvin tean speak on death,grief and lost today,it was related to what I learn too.He was talking about his own patient after he announce that he was having terminal illness.
Human's are really complicated beings.One will never appreciate something until he/she lost it or notice that the old one is far better than the new one.People,i will be putting he all along the post because i'm lazy to type he/she so many times @.@.
The usual reaction for normal people after they know they get something that they shouldn't be getting,the first reaction will be in the stage of denial.
thoughts like:This is impposible..how could this happen?The must be something wrong else where,i know it's not me..
If by chance he can accept it, then he will proceed to the next level which is anger.Thoughts like:''Why me?Where did God gave this to me?And he will begin to get angry easily,annoyed easily,getting agitated easily.No matter how nicely people talk to them,he can't control his anger.
The third stage will be bargain.He will begin to make a bargain,i will pray more,but God,You must heal me.I will donate more money,but God,I want to live longer.Is it reallly useful?i don't know.
The fourth stage will be depressed.He will start to retrict on people coming to visit him,he don't want ppl to see his condition.Feels weak physically and mentally,even the souls feels tired.
The last stage will be acceptance.One will start expressing or writting his last will.At this stage,they don't care about anything anymore,hopes are given up,lights have turned dark,everything is on the blackout.

Actually these experiences is not only based in medical field,often in our life we face these situations,we often ask ourselves,why me?This is not true?this is not fair!and then we just simply give up,isn't this true?treasure the opportunities when you are having them,don't feel regret about the decision you make because that is already counted as past,it remains in your history.

CHeers!

Friday, January 15, 2010

help needed

Anybody know how to lock a blog v password?Please teach me :(

Thursday, January 14, 2010

病..

今天早上洗澡后,又开始伤风了,讨厌!
可是今天比较严重,鼻子塞得好惨,在图书馆做careplan时,觉得好辛苦,不停的打喷嚏,过后去skillslab时,老师也叫我拿mc,这个是不可能的事,上次拿后知道教训了,下午去做工时更加辛苦,虽然隔着口罩,我还是不停的打喷嚏,病人还通通问我:‘sister,kamu sakit jugak?paise 的要命
昨天做了一整天的careplan,今天病人出院了,结果必须做过新的,累
终于熬过了一天,回到家时,整个鼻子红去了,还是不停的打喷嚏
回到家,把手机打开来看,只有爸爸的电话
( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊!今天过得真的真的真的很不顺利,很不开心

加油!明天会更好❤

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

drug calculation♥~

This semester we are required to take pharmacology.Does it soounds complicated?Yes!
The passing grade for this subject is 90% @.@
After joining nursing i thought that I can runaway from maths,sadly,it's a nono,after spm I still got to touch this,i hate maths!*ROAR*
Pharmacology got so much maths,if calculate the wrong dosage,I can make a patient die die ki @.@.
I was totally blank when the tutor is in front teaching,everybody else's face was like :i get it!i get it!' I am the only one seems to be blur blur>.<.My roomate Edylyn,by the way,she loves this subject!She get it very fast.After the class finish,Miss Chin announced that there will be a quiz the next day.I go =.=???
After going back to the dorm,I struggled hard to understand it,W.H.Y la still got M.A.T.H.S??Everyone else were so relax.I felt lagi stressful when I look at them :(.I wish that my maths is good.
Went and see the quiz result today,and hey people,i PASSED!
so very happy~

*currently eating McD's sundae*