One of my clinical experience

This week I'm working in morning shift,I received the report from the staff nurse from the night shift,my patient is in DIL-dead in list,uh-o.
I organize my care for her,it is not easy to take care of such heavy patient,with so many bedsores :(.
I look at her condition,it must be really painful for her.She is not able to move,quadriphlegia.Her mouth is already cracked and clot with blood clots,I cleaned her mouth v the glove and cotton,she was mad at me :(,sorry ah ma,but it is for ur own good.It is a big task when we want to turn her.I needed help from 3 others of my friend to lift her up.She couldn't eat,I can only feed her through the nasogastric tube.:(
She has got so many many many many medications to serve,I crush it and feed it through the tube.Her children came and see her many times a day.Everytime I look into her eyes,I can feel the sadness in her eyes,she knows her own condition very well.I felt nervous whenever i do a procedure for her,her skin is so fragile.
She's discharged as the doctor told her family members to be prepared.

Ah po,may God bless You and guide You in His own way,i will pray for you :)