Wednesday, December 28, 2011

伟大的爱

这次回到家里快一个月了,惊觉父母真的老了,
父母头上多了好多从前对他们陌生的白发,再好的染发剂,也只能遮住苍白的色彩,却遮挡不住流年岁月的痕迹。但他们笑容依然慈祥
其实和父母在一起很幸福很幸福.看着爸爸妈妈对着你笑,那是一种满足,一种莫名的开心.心底的开心,不是装出来的,不是虚伪的.
有的时候在外面受了委屈,只想回到家里躺在父母的怀里,不需要什么安慰,只想静静地躺着。那是一种温暖,一种无言的幸福和安慰。
在父母的眼中,我永远都长不大,还是个大孩子,尽管我已逐渐迈入人生的另一个阶段,离乡背井到外面读书已经好一段日子了,但父母的嘘寒问暖丝毫未减,一天不煲电话,他们无法安心,
有时候我很叛逆,不听父母的劝告很多时候,但仔细想想很多东西,父母只能给你一次,如果你不懂得把握,失去了,痛苦只有你一人承受,对于父母来讲,只要他们付出过了,就无怨无悔了,更多的时候是要 靠我们自己。对任何事物都要我们好好去珍惜,别人的给予总是有限的,没人有义务非去帮你,助你一帆风顺。在人生的道路上,更很多时候父母他们能做的,只是 以他们的经验,来给我们指条明路,尽量避开棘刺。所有的过程都要我们去体会,去成长,如果你取得的辉煌他们会为我们高兴,反之,他们也会为我们担心。
爸爸您的肩膀,您的怀抱,都承载了对我太多的爱。有一天,我想亲口听您和妈妈对我说:我的女儿长大了,然后欣慰的笑

Sunday, December 18, 2011

推荐姚斯婷

最近都在听姚斯婷的歌
她的声音,清晰,动听又温婉,直唱入心坎
真的很棒!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

On Jojo


Jojo今年八岁了 :)
六年级的年尾,家里多了它,一只很巴闭的瞄
它,带给我不少欢乐,不少惊喜
Jojo比我们还挑食,这只小鬼,宁愿不吃如果食物不对它的胃口,然后让我们都比它着急
Jojo生病了,家里也变得没有生气
它很聪明,我们吃早餐的时候,它会在四周徘徊,想讨点肉吃,就算一大早它出去玩了,也会回家来讨一块肉
我喜欢它睡觉的样子,总缩成一团,然后用手盖一边眼睛
Jojo是一团肥肥的爱 ,有时我们抱得它多了,它还会嫌弃,会找个地方躲起来,
有一次它躲在床的后面,大家找了半天还不见它,突然看见床后有两个三角形的耳朵露出来,啊哈!这下可被我们抓到啦,抓它时还傻傻看着我们不知道自己被自己的耳朵出卖了 :p



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Saturday, October 29, 2011

Just a random post

Reach puduraya yesterday,enjoying after the exam with the results out
Stayed at dearest cousin's house.
Being treated like a little princess staying there, I feel so warm.Came back by aeroline, ah what a day :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

A post


Came across this, aww,it totally pours out my heart

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Broken


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together-

Friday, September 30, 2011

Mental health posting

Finally,working in the psychiatric ward for two weeks ended today. How should I describe it?Hmm...fun?exciting?a total new experience,and yes!! fatigue!
I wouldn't choose to work there after graduation. I find it very depressing to work there. Full alert is needed, words are chosen wisely before you open your mouth, oh dear,it is like you need to always be stronger than them.
During the first day, I was scared as one of them said good morning, all of you are new bees right?.My mind was full with:''what?she knows?does that mean that we are going to get bullied?.
Actually that is just a stigma, the society dosen't want to go any nearer to this group of people as they thinks that these group of people is crazy. But in fact,they are awake at times, they can still function, just that they are disturb by the hearing voices and seeing illusions. I learned that this group of people also lacks a lot of family support. What some of them are asking is just a little bit more of love, someone to talk to, someone to lend them a hand, someone to sing with them.
To us, their life is crazy, but to them, it is so real that they are actually scared by the voices and vision that keeps disturbing them, but we as outsiders didn't realize and acknowledge their fear, instead we put the blame on them by pointing our fingers at them, claiming tht they are a havoc to the society. Love them people, they are just as normal as us.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

..

前两天,跟朋友出去后,慢步的走回宿舍,看见他踩着单车在宿舍里,像往常般,我继续走,突然他问我:"妳穿金金的裙子?我以为自己听错,因为上次吵架后,我们几乎没说话,就算是站在同一个空间,也感觉很奇怪,他突然跟我讲话??咦...?应该不是吧,我继续往前走,突然又来一句:''是吗?金金的裙?这下应该是跟我讲话了啦,我回答他:''是咯..
他:''你去哪里?他还在问?哇,今天是怎么了?
不知为什么他问我这句时我被吓到了三下下,记得有一次,跟雯姗出去然后送她去巴士站,她跟学院一群朋友搭同一个巴士,之后收到她电话告诉那群朋友讲了一些东西,尤其是他,一直以来真的当他是好朋友,很可惜,那只是本姑娘的想法,其实我是很在意这个朋友的,因为在我很心烦很需要帮助的时候,他不断的帮助我尤其是功课方面,他真的很耐心的教我,虽然过了很久,我还是想告诉你,朋友,谢谢你 :)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

My first pair of skechers

Today after a tiring day from work,i felt so happy because I receive this :)


It's finally here,I had been searching for it for so long.
It say that skechers
DESIGNED TO HELP:
• BURN MORE CALORIES
• REDUCE JOINT AND BACK STRESS
• TONE MUSCLES
• PROTECT AGAINST SLIPPERY SURFACES
aww..means my legs no longer need to be that painful anymore :)
http://www.skechers.com/info/fitness-work

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

^^

I start to like my hairstyle now,although it is really short.I couldn't accept at first,but now cheers!A friend visited me in Penang last weekend and took a few shots for me

I wanted this so much,but the price...zzzzz@material

2nd pic with the hat,wee,wasn't really prepared though

and keep snapping,

and snap and snap and snap...last one

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Water ~

Extremely happy with this :D :D
At last bought a water tumbler that make me feel sooooo satisfieddd :D
Must show off..kekeke




Will have semangat to drink water d...wee~

Thursday, July 14, 2011

..

There are certain things in life that are better off unknown.Things you wished you never asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt.

Friday, July 8, 2011

On assignments

This is the first week of the new semester,and there is already so much assignments.

At the end of the class,the tutor will give you a smile.The next thing is assignment, they are always a combination.uh~
After listening to assignments after assignments,my face turns to this.

Oh,how I LOVE <3 them.Seriously. Oh,so fake...arrggh!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Short hair

And so,I got fed up of my long hair,went and cut short
Tadaa~
Acting cute in front of the mirrow,hehe~


Taken today after facial

Sunday, June 26, 2011

T.T

You,
Gives me constant encouragement when I am down
Are more worried about myself than myself,
Always force me to eat healthy food,
Bares with my hot temper although it has got nothing to do with you,
Get's mad when I sleep late and accompany me till I sleep,
Nags me to drink lot's of water,(Thx to u,i'm now drinking like a bull)=.=
More health conscious than me about my health,
Will force me to buy supplements and will even buy for me if I don't,
Will give me compliments when i do something right or good,
Often encourage me to go for a healthy lifestyle,
Will be sure to give me a call when you feel that I’m not alright,and if I didin’t pick,the number of ur calls will be like it-is-the-ending-of-the-world.
Remember what I like and what I don’t

thank you buddieh~i know u love me very much XD
It's nice knowing you

Thursday, June 2, 2011

...

你`的心思,我怎么不知道?从你拿出那盒子送给我,我就明白了,那瞬间,我觉得好难过,可是有些事情不是能如我们所愿,不可以就是不可以
不要在浪费时间了,我告诉你一遍又一遍
听我说,做个乖乖的孩子,不要再伤你身边的人了,好吗?

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

minion~hahahaha

This is my.....R O o M a T E

E d Y L y N L i M

kekekeke
see.she has FAIR skin,hng!gam dong mou?



Having this roommate is a joy :)
She is really cute! Cute dao sometimes i feel to cekik her,we talk jokes,we laugh,we sing,we gossip,we share food,we pillow-talk,i miss that moment.
But during the weekends,she throws me alone *sob sob*
When I'm sad,she will come and pat pat on my shoulder and talk jokes,but when she is sad,she will just hide it,aduhailawei,this girl..
For her birthday,we gave her..

*see her happy face*
This is our toothbrush...with us

With her,there's always laughter,when I hear her laugh,i also laugh,without any reason =.=
The cutest thing is,she's my minion *oheehehehehe*
One day when I come back from work,I saw this on the bed

=.=.
I used to use her laptop when I can't log into mims.com,she was downloading her STEPS,an online game,I just can't stop laughing when I saw this,see,I told you she's cute,anybody interested in her,can come and take her number from me *evil grin*Jing Jing return her with this

She very pantang if someone spell her name wrongly,and when she came back from work and saw this,her reaction become ('O')how cute,and I laugh again.
There was once when we were in the room and I went :''pig ah,i'm hungry'' and she'd go :'' cat ah,when are you ever full?'' my face change from :(---->=.=
I feel sad whenever she says she wants to quit,pig ah,we will graduate together la.While I'm writing this post,she is sleeping like a pig already,hahaha,nola,actually she's in morning shift tomorrow.Jia you pig! and dun be so touched by this post @.@

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Psalm 27

1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?

2 When the wicked advance against me
to devour me,
it is my enemies and my foes
who will stumble and fall.
3 Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then I will be confident.

4 One thing I ask from the LORD,
this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
and set me high upon a rock.

6 Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at his sacred tent I will sacrifice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the LORD.

7 Hear my voice when I call, LORD;
be merciful to me and answer me.
8 My heart says of you, “Seek his face!”
Your face, LORD, I will seek.
9 Do not hide your face from me,
do not turn your servant away in anger;
you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
the LORD will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, LORD;
lead me in a straight path
because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
for false witnesses rise up against me,
spouting malicious accusations.

13 I remain confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the LORD
in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.
Psalm 27

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Keep strong

Barbie,you are not the only one suffering,the pain that I'm enduring is surely more than you because I'm forced to do things that I don't like and faced it on my own.Please,stay strong barbie doll.I know you can do it,get going!The world won't stop because of an individual's absence

Friday, March 11, 2011

ngo bei yan wat zorrrrrrrrr

Aiyooooooooooo,火大大,这几天需要很多凉茶,被人冤枉啊,还遇到两头蛇!!!!
气死我了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
很想找人来咬,好委屈好委屈T.T

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

wa kia kia

Actually now...
I am......
scared...damn scared!
I know my bad la din choose general anaesthesia,just now came home,from work pun kena scold already T.T
Mak oi mak,wa ma si eh kia laaaaaaaa,wa bo si superman lai,wa ai support support support

My ears keep ringing back on what the surgeon say [u will feel the pain and be alert,can feel the line when i do suture on u]Arrrrgh
Somemore the brain keep spinning thinking of the needle poking in~~stop thinking already lahhhhh

On scared

On the Growth.
It starte to itch this few weeks,i meddle with it and it bleed T.T
Daddy shooed me to the doctor.Finally,after dragging for 1 week,i went and see Dr Andy yesterday.He assess the little thing and referred me to the surgen.Simi??such small things also refer ki surgeon??my money ah~mati la this time.He draw out the diagram for me and say其实你不需要怕的啦,只是打一只麻醉药给你,挖出来然后缝针咯,when he say the part to korek out,his hand shook for me to see,my head also follow his hands,adui~very small ah very small,i begin =.=|||Imagining the size of the needle poking into my head,i took a deep breath.I'm used to inject people la,but this time it is my turn,somemore on the head T.T.Dr Andy then refered me to the surgeon next day.
Dr Tai is my surgeon,he look at my head and say u are a student right?=.=i nooded blurly,then he said that I will be needing general anaesthesia.I begin to have palpitations.Then he continue to scribble on his notes,i begin to pray for a second option he might have.Finally after scribbling for a moment he said,I can give you local anaesthe sia too if you want,but it will be very painful,and you may feel it when I take it out and suture for you.Without hesitation,i signed the consent form for local anaesthesia.Mak oiii,i die also dun wan to be admitted.It is so lonely and miserable in the ward,being admitted once is enough.But if someone is beside me maybe i will choose la :p,thinking too much~Parents are so faraway,friends are so faraway,jie jie's all working,siapa mau?I told Yen Wen about the consent form,she begin to ''sing'' to me,siao one hor u?u know how pain or not?ei,go and change to general anaesthesia la,at least u pengsan d dunno the pain dunno anything,local anaesthesia u also know that it is not much of use 1,can feel the suture blablabla,somemore at the head blablablabla,adui~she's making me even scared.I want a hug badly,how nice if jojo is here ^^

Won't be able to spend my weekend peacefully already :(

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Paeds ward

Arrgh! What a busy semester I'm having.I received my CGPA,result is dropping dropping dropping T.T.But luckily i didin't get library hours.If not really can go crazy.
Well,after working in Ayer itam for 2 weeks,I was posted to paediatric ward.Yay! the kid's ward!
The two kid's that I'm taking care are both 1 year old.Aww,so cute.When I went and interviewed them,i played with bed 2 first,then i hear the voice from bed 2,"eh,cannot kick mummy one,you kick mummy later dun bring you go walk walk d.Aiyoyo,dear ah,che kong really ur son,kick me lor." Then there's a small voice saying ''che~kong~''.We were listening from bed 2 begin to close our mouth tightly to prevent from laughing.Cute dao~But the second day when I went for duty.So left me with bed 2,she's really a cute baby,huggable,soft and playful.I miss the feeling of hugging :(.So she's my victim,hahaha!,i keep hugging and cuddle her :)
She's not cute only when it's time to take medicine

Bei Hoong~baby girl ^^

what is that ah

There's is this boy where I bath him that time,he keep yelling "i dun wan jie jie to bath me,i dun wan,i want to bath myself"Then he cover his private part.Hahahaha!so cute!
Looking forward to next week,playing with those little toys /gg

Monday, January 31, 2011

今晚,感觉有点坠落.
我很明显的感觉到自己与天父的关系似乎远了许多,我在后方不停的追,可是有好多诱惑在前方阻挡着我。心里有许多的疑惑与心事,我却不知道该怎么抒发自己的心情。
为什么给予我们那么多压力?我们不是机器!
敬爱的天父,求你赐我力量与谅解让我可以渡过这些难关,谢谢你伟大的爱与宽容

Monday, January 24, 2011

Monday's lazyness

Every Monday,I feel so lazy.I feel so lazy to get up in the morning,worse if it different shift as my roommate,i need to wake up at 5 and see her sleeping.*sob sob*
*roar*!
After a whole night of careplan next day still got to go to work.My schedule is sooooo pack!Arrgh! One and a half year more to go!Must change this habbit.