On scared

On the Growth.
It starte to itch this few weeks,i meddle with it and it bleed T.T
Daddy shooed me to the doctor.Finally,after dragging for 1 week,i went and see Dr Andy yesterday.He assess the little thing and referred me to the surgen.Simi??such small things also refer ki surgeon??my money ah~mati la this time.He draw out the diagram for me and say其实你不需要怕的啦，只是打一只麻醉药给你，挖出来然后缝针咯,when he say the part to korek out,his hand shook for me to see,my head also follow his hands,adui~very small ah very small,i begin =.=|||Imagining the size of the needle poking into my head,i took a deep breath.I'm used to inject people la,but this time it is my turn,somemore on the head T.T.Dr Andy then refered me to the surgeon next day.
Dr Tai is my surgeon,he look at my head and say u are a student right?=.=i nooded blurly,then he said that I will be needing general anaesthesia.I begin to have palpitations.Then he continue to scribble on his notes,i begin to pray for a second option he might have.Finally after scribbling for a moment he said,I can give you local anaesthe sia too if you want,but it will be very painful,and you may feel it when I take it out and suture for you.Without hesitation,i signed the consent form for local anaesthesia.Mak oiii,i die also dun wan to be admitted.It is so lonely and miserable in the ward,being admitted once is enough.But if someone is beside me maybe i will choose la :p,thinking too much~Parents are so faraway,friends are so faraway,jie jie's all working,siapa mau?I told Yen Wen about the consent form,she begin to ''sing'' to me,siao one hor u?u know how pain or not?ei,go and change to general anaesthesia la,at least u pengsan d dunno the pain dunno anything,local anaesthesia u also know that it is not much of use 1,can feel the suture blablabla,somemore at the head blablablabla,adui~she's making me even scared.I want a hug badly,how nice if jojo is here ^^

Won't be able to spend my weekend peacefully already :(