don't be annoyed after reading this xD

I'm blasting.Had been finding a chance to post this long long long ago,yet just don't have the time.

I have been this course since July.Many people ask me:'Su Ling,why do you choose this course?''And i will just answer them over and over again.But their next question and reaction will be

''But you don't mind washing people's shit?

I will go.....

''Then their vomittus leh?Their urine?you are not geli de meh?

Hey friends,do you think we take up this course just to clean ppl's body fluid?come on!have common sense!Do you think nurses are paid just for cleaning ppl's shit?We learn more things that are beyond your expectation!

I don't understand why when we mention nursing and "indonesian maid'' is what comes across these people's mind,no offence to the indonesian maids

.Just this morning I walk out to buy breakfast for my two sisters and bump into a neighbour of mine,this dear neighbour of mine is quite known for her wide "ariel" and satelite.Everything that goes to her will be known to the whole taman the next day.I greeted her out of politeness and suddenly she ask me:girl,you are stuying where?Penang ar?(Actually she knew it long ago)I smiled and said yes..

Then she ask me,you study in USM?i said no,槟安医院..She then gave me an OoooooOooooOoo~ like as if she knew where was it.Government one right?I said no,private one,her expression became @.@,THEN MA HAVE TO PAY A LOT?i answered her no it's free,then again she become @.@ FREE?HOW COME?Then her next question is er,YOU LIKE THIS KIND OF JOB LA?You like this kind of job?This kind of job?I was suprise by the expression on her face and ask her,aunty,you know what course I am taking kah?She said yala,i ask ur fren ma when she come back for holiday,not nursing meh?and gave me a disgusted look.Her evil face.Her expression,politeness politeness really make me wanna explode,what does she mean by that kind of job?

The next question will be :Su Ling,your class got boys ar?

Usually i just smiles and answered yes.Next will be

"How many ar?"

5

"wah,5 ar?nurse got so many boys de meh?

Hey people,what's wrong with male nurse?Do you people think that this profesion is only for women?

continuation..

some technical problem happen just now,sorry..

Please do respect them,nursing is not a sissy job like you think,don't be prejudice towards male nurses.If you are a man and is bedridden,do u prefer a women or a man to help u wash up?Think twice before you look down on them!

Nursing is a profesion that requires skills,patience,and TLC.

Tender ,love,care!

Lastly,we care and we share,I hope that u guys will change ur point of view towards nursing after reading this..

Thank u

ish

The feeling is sosososososososo bad!
I can still recall myself hallipy buying ticket to go back,but now I got to stay alone at adventist court all alone.The feeling is sososo bad :(
You know,when everyone is having vacation and haha-ing away with their friends at their hometown,u got to think of 28 kena kerja.Adui~sakit hati betul
I will never ever take mc even though i am sick adi,yesterday also kena bla bla bla by mummy,the ticket for me to come back here from my hometown was doubled!She was telling me abt it,i just guai guai listen.Tomorrow will be another morning shift,after that got to wait very long only can go back :(
I miss jojo so much,dad has gone to kl v yin and yee,anyway mum is glad that one more baby will be going back to home to her,tomorrow fai fai come,fai fai end the shift and i'm gonna scream~
Going back by night bus..wuu~all alone..sure cold like mad geh~
I'm gonna go pack up my things~When i come back,sem 2 will be starting again~wohoo!
2010 will be a great year!

i wish..

Everything just happened too fast.Can it be slowed down?Everytime I think of it,I just feels scared and insecure,how should I voice it out?
That day Madam Lim distributed semester 2's schedule,headache weh,so many new subject and the demand gets higher.Skill blitz is coming soon,jia you,wish everybody all the best!

:)

Congratulations to Kimberly and Mervin!
Happy new wed!

hate..?

朋友们，你们可曾恨过一个人？恨得入骨，想起他/她时就格外生气，仰或你会一直咒骂他，希望他不得好死？
其实你们可曾深入想，你越恨他代表你越在乎他，在乎她说的话，在乎他的一举一动，你可以吹眠自己：我才不在乎呢，关我什么事(⊙o⊙)？可是却骗不了自己，眼睛会偷瞄他/她，头脑会不断的找关于他们的消息，你确定你是恨他们的吗？
恨一个人足以影响一整天的心情，有时候心里明明不想恨，却因面子问题去恨，这样过生活很好吗？我曾经也恨过一个人，后来我才发现我会恨他是因为我太执着与自己的想法，觉得他什么都觉得自己是对的，其实自己何尝不是？后来我也发现，也是因为放了太多爱的成分,因为不甘心才变恨，后来我学习了放手，心里不在执着，日子变得好过很多，现在面对我曾经恨之入骨的那个人，我不再恨，也可以很坦然的面对他
这位朋友，我对你所造成的伤害真的很抱歉，希望你再点放下，好好过你的日子，你有个很好的前途，也是一个很好的朋友，我心里会永远感激曾经认识过你这位朋友，谢谢你曾经给过我那段快乐的回忆，衷心祝福你 c:

dream

科学报告显示人在睡觉时发梦就不算真正的睡觉，因为头脑并没有真正的休息。
曾经听过人家说，梦也可以是因为在白天一直思考着一样的东西，所谓日有所思，夜有所梦
发现自己常常梦到奇奇怪怪的景象，怪得有时自己也捉摸不透,一场梦有时可以让我开启思想，有时也会让我害怕。
最近常常梦到自己在一条很长很长的走廊走着，那条走廊似乎无止境，四周都好黑暗，一片荒凉，梦里的我尝试喊叫，也没人理我，我试试到处索摸，却是触冰的，梦里的我显得好孤单好无助，醒来后，都会冒一身冷汗，发呆时常会想，究竟这场梦包含了什么？



希望今晚会是个美梦
祝大家晚安

grow

当明天变成了今天成为了昨天，最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天，我们突然发现自己在不知不觉中已被时间推着向前走，这不是静止火车里，与相邻列车交错时，仿佛自己在前进的错觉，而是我们真实的在成长，在这件事里成了另一个自己。

Faith

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

I don't know wether this decision i take is correct or not?Maybe it will be better for both of us and your family,be strong,stay happy and sleep well,I am here whenever you need me,just by your side,don't let your thinking control you,in fact it should be vice versa.I will always pray that God will send the Holy Spirit to guide you in whatever you are in and you shall glorify His name! Amen!

sick!

I hate coughing!
I hate sore throat!
Making me in pain
Make me go nuts!

..

This week I'm posted to medical 2.Previously I was working in Surgical 1,medical 2 is a buzier place compared to surgical 1.
My patient is having pyrexia.He couldn't stand on his own.I try to help me as much as I can.In this ward,i saw many cases,some of them are confuse,some of them can't eat.It was very painful looking at their condition,after helping them,i feels happy.One of them was suffering from down syndrome.The nurses gave him some injection.It is tough to take care of this patient.
I felt thankful to my parents for looking after me for so many years and thank God for giving me such a good body that I can take care of my own.
Friends,give thanks for what you have,stop complaining and you will notice ur life is beautiful

2012

Today we had our last paper! Yahoo,after the exam,i really felt like screaming at the top of my lungs,I felt the happiness and felt so relieved.
We went to gurney and watch 2012.Gurney and Adventist hospital is around 15-20min.The movie was very long.We didin't manage to watch the last part,it was 2.51p.m by then and we were all having skills lab at 3.We rush out of the cinema like mad ppl.All the way going down to the escalator.So paise,arrgh..But we managed to run and reached skill lab tepat pada masa 3p.m.You can imagine the total madness if you know the distance between adventist hospital and gurney cinema.When I reach the skillslab,we were all ready to listen to Miss Chin.I felt very weak and starts to breathe like mad.After 20minutes,finally everything was settled down.I don't want to start this again liao.arrrgh

pek chik!!

At first I WAS very happy because I finished the two 'giants' today.Then I buka facebook and saw something,I began to start fuming already.If anger can chop a person into pieces,I really can't imagine what form you are in now.
Stop calling me and stop messaging me,You make me wanna chop chop chop! slap slap slap!eat eat eat you into pieces ar!!!!!
2 more papers to go,dun think about it first,after my finals only come and count slow slow with you.

p.s:friends,if you want to know something about me and Mr A,please come and ask me directly,thank you

happy mode

Monday:anatomy&physiology
Tuesday:Fundamentals of Nursing

These two papers are done!wohoo!
I feel like flying~

ish

I am confused now,can you leave me alone please?
Let me think...think...think..and sink into my own thoughts,that will be better.
What's ur feeling when you tries to explain something and before you even started,that 'someone' already accuse you of other things..Apa maksud leh?
Today I lost my diary in the library,i felt like millions of ants are on my body crawling around,che kia like mad...luckily it was taken by one of my friend,but she read it le,too bad,it's ok for me because i also know her secrets,haha

Exam is next week adi!!
Good luck to all my coursemates and God bless you : )

exams

It is another week of clinical.I'm in the morning shift today,maybe it's the first day of working,I felt so sleepy,especially during passing report.This is not a good sign.I just feel oh-i'm-so-sleepy
=.=''
I went to skillslab after the shift ended,Miao Ping perform bed bath for me,it was so nice and relaxing,I fell asleep many times on the bed,teruk betui.
It's a new week and after this week,the exams are coming! Jia you!!!
Anatomy&Physiology-
Fundamental of Nursing(1)-
Environmental Helath-
Microbiology-
Epidemiology-

I can do it!! Let's do it,let's do it!!

如果

有可以浪掷的东西，
也有很想珍惜的人，
有追寻，
也有坠落，
醉一场，
也清醒地看过人间色相，
人生才不是空中鸟迹，
飞过不留痕，
到了离去的那一天....

单翼天使

传说，在爱情的世界里，每个人都是单翼天使，如果找到了自己的另一半，就可以互相拥抱着，用一对完整的翅膀，在爱情的天空里飞翔。 曾经以为付出就会有回报，付出才知道，在她的心里我始终不是最重要，无可奈何花落去，似曾相识燕归来。曾经年少轻狂的我不知道什么是珍贵，直到有一天，我 回忆过去，才知道眼泪的味道是咸的……第一次她在你面前流眼泪，肩膀轻轻的抖动，纯真的脸庞和长长的睫毛上沾满了晶莹的泪水，幽怨的眼睛看着你。你觉得这 是一幅异常动人的画面。你突然有点激动有点兴奋，内心中更是隐约的充斥某种莫名的快感。因为这是她第一次在你面前失去自我，这是她第一次为你流眼泪。短暂 的快感后你感觉到心痛，这个女孩子的眼泪好像流到了你的心里让你不可抑制的酸楚。此刻，她在你眼里成了世界上最无助的女孩，就像一只受伤的小兽需要你安 慰。
你顿时慌了手脚。你摸出面纸，毛手毛脚的擦去她的眼泪，把纸巾放在她鼻子上温柔的哄她擤鼻涕，然后搂她入怀，不许任何东西伤害到她，可是她还是哭，于是泪水流进你的胸膛。
第二次她在你面前流眼泪，眼泪大滴大滴的落下。她不动手去擦它们，就孤独的站在那里。你悄悄的从侧面看她，她就像背负了一世的伤痛，泪水清冽的淌下。你的 心因之震颤。你揽住她瘦弱的身体，在她耳边轻轻的说乖不哭。她把脸贴在你的脸上，于是你的脸上沾上她的泪水。你偷偷伸出舌头舔了一下唇角，有她的眼泪，是 咸的……
　　第三次她在你面前流眼泪，你暗自思忖女人的眼泪果然多，这个女孩的承受能力好差。你无语的递上纸巾，看她自己把脸上的泪水擦干净，然后低头说对不起。 她红着眼睛哽咽的回答没事。你平静的对上她的眼睛，注视她。你的心平静如水……她依旧在你面前哭泣，你不晓得她究竟在想什么，你以为没有伤害到她，你不明 白她的疼痛。她打电话的时候会哭，坐在车里会哭，在饭馆吃饭也会哭。她哭的次数越多你越无动于衷。你不说一句话，平静的等待她哭完。后来你的脑子里出现一 个念头，她的眼泪不代表疼痛……你只看到她在你面前流眼泪，你可知道在无人的地方，在家里的床上……她孤独的为你流眼泪，她坐在地板上，她用被子蒙住脸。 她不会把泪水流进心里，因为心只会滴血……你可知道她无数次的告诫自己最后一次为你流眼泪，可知道无数个哭泣的夜晚过后她用冷水洗脸把冰块放在红肿的眼皮 上，别人问她眼睛为什么肿了她的回答是睡觉前喝了太多的水……　　她曾经哭着对你说不会有第二个男人拥有她的眼泪，你一笑置之。你以为是气话，你错了。无 论别的女人怎样，她，只能真正的痛彻的爱一个男人，她没有精力没有足够的泪水给生命中每一个陪伴她的男。
　　如今她还是会哭泣，只是不会像从前那样放肆的流眼泪。因为她已经知道泪水在你的眼里是多么的廉价，她极力的控制自己，在心里反复的念着别哭。她是一个情绪化的女孩子。不懂得如何不让眼泪流出。
　　她为你哭仅仅是因为爱你，她流眼泪是因为感觉疼痛。终于有一天，你不再拥有她。她离开你。你终于失去她。多少年过去，年少的情感伤痛卤莽轻狂都被你封 锁在记忆的最深处。当你躺在病榻上回忆过去……你不经意的再次打开尘封的记忆不期然的想起她，想起曾经陪伴她的岁月，想起她的笑靥和你拥抱过的柔软年轻的 身体，想起她笑着把一条领带戴在你的脖颈上。想起你们的欢笑和争执。终于你想到她泪眼婆娑的明眸，想起她的眼泪。你忽然发现那竟是她留给你的最清晰，最真 实的回忆……
有人说，每个女孩都曾是单翼的天使，为了寻找真爱而坠入人间。若是她们找到了真爱，就等于找到了另一只　女孩是可爱的，所以，奉劝男人们别再让爱你的女孩流泪……

l.l.a

如果有天发现你不再爱你另一半了，反应如何？
一段健康的感情是两个人的开心，两个人的谅解，包容，尊敬，而经营的，成天的猜测，估计及不信任只会让距离越来越远，最近感觉自己好像没什么需要恋爱，生活还是能过下去，也许是习惯了一个人，习惯了依靠自己，主见太多太过强烈

p/s:i am confused

think

After that incident,the gap really become very far.I really hope that everything can cure,but even so,there will always be a hole somewhere

5a.m

sleepless.night.
I don't understand why sometimes i can be so strong headed.I need to change!
Went and check tickets out just now,wee~~ticket to kl is only rm29,xmas eve~~
excited

..

一样的脾气，一样的幼稚，总是改不了...


凌晨三点十五

jia you

I.am.disappointed.with.you.
Stand up and buck up!

..

Father in heaven,I need strength to face it,I really pray that I can forgive and forget about those past..

Friday

Last Friday,i understand that my 'wife' was having problem,since both of us are having problemssss,i decided not to spend the weekend alone,i visited her!After class on Friday,Chuo Yeh come and fetch me from college,Hui min and Siew Ling were already in the car,went and fetch Wai Yip in gurney,we continued to queensbay and watch a movie,i watch second time le,where's the ghost :(,but everybody haven watch,so i got to guai guai follow :'(
Actually i watch that i was really scared,some parts to me are quite geli,I only watch horror movie once in the cinema,and that time i felt safe,kali ini,sambil makan pop-corn sambil scream~~ROAR~~
Hui Min,chuo yeh,joyn

It was so long since me and Hui Min last talk.We talk till midnight still dun feel any sleepiness.Hui Min begin to tell me her problem,I listen patiently.Next day,we woke up really late,but it was good to be with my friends again.I felt happy after these weeks of fatigue and mentally exhausted.It was good to enjoy again.

wai yip and me
min me pcy

my 'wife and me,haha,she's so creative

i like this!

I stayed up late at huimin's house that nite,we walk to the bus stop and took banyak banyak banyak pic,haha,i really felt better after coming out v u guys,thanks friends! love you,waiting for next week's 3D,meatball!
Wu!!

爱

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。
爱是不嫉妒，不自夸，不张狂;
不做害羞的事，不求自己的益处，
不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶;
不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理。
爱是凡是包容、凡是相信、凡是盼望；
爱 是永不止息。
(提前13：4-8）
(1 Timothy 13:4-8)

=.=

Today was the first day i officially start work in the ward.Surgical 1.
one word t.i.r.e.d!

...

It's 5a.m.
I still can't sleep,I am still thinking.
Tell me,what.is.the.solution.

From the inside out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else My purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart, in my soulI give you control
Consume me from the inside out
Let justice and praiseBecome my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Happy Day :D

I went to church yesterday,after the worship,i felt happy and alive!
It's good to be in His presence again.Thanks for the cell group for praying for me :D
Today Lip Wei brought a birthday cake for me,it was a big and nice one,thank you lip wei,i didin't expect it :D,then he brought me to a western food restaurant,the food rocks!But i take too much and was really full.
Today school started again,everything went well,had 2 backrub at the skill lab,it was nice.

Anatomy quiz coming again tomorrow,jia you!!

Untitiled

Today I just have the feeling of worshipping Him!
I just feel to sing unto Him and dance upon His presence!

Amen and Amen!

无情

你说 是我无情
熄灭了你对我的友谊
其实
真的是这样吗？
我不知道 也不想知道
因为答案只会让我更忧郁


大家都说
是我不对 是我不好
是我伤害了你
我也只好接受

因为，我已经没有力气为自己辩护
心已痛到盲目了
连哭的力气也没有了

p/s:i am happy now^^

haha

This morning i wasn't exactly in a good mood.But later after hearing something i laugh till feel like die die ki,ahahahahahahaha,so funny,how could there be a person so childish and funny?
Today I learned what is call when you dislike a person or hate the person,means you care for he/she.
hahahahahahahaahahahah,*long laugh*
*ROAR*!!
i am so happy today,my mood is so good after this morning,hahahahhahaha,still feel to laugh though..

Do you agree that nobody will agree he/her mistakes?
then the messages that i apologize to her is what leh?now i no longer feel sad anymore,feeling sad for such small matters is making me feeling me stupid,i've done my part,i shall go till there and it's enough,hoho..

geram betui

What will you do if you are angry with a person and cannot be angry towards he or she?ish -.-

Strike!

I reached Penang at 5sth,it's time to face it.We will all be having A&P test tomorrow,i went to the kitchen thinking of wanting to study alone.I know i can't concentrate.Sh*t!
It still swirls around my mind.Sometimes I just have the feeling to quiz,for goodness sake,grow up lah!

I feel so frustrated whenever I think of it,linda feeling stupid and dummy.Only by pouring out I feel better,but everything will remain the same now,maybe it will become worse.Sometimes I just feel like giving up,but I know God didin't make me so weak,I am strong because He is with me,Amen!I will try to stretch my wings on soar in the sky,I will try harder and I can face this tough situation.

I know.I can.and i will.be able.to do it.!

我俩友谊万岁

天鹅飞去鸟不回，
人旁半斤缺七两，
一人单腿又落下，
眼睛没眼只有心，
方圆百里找没头，
夕阳山下已注定。

..

踏入社会，真的不能信任和人，只能信自己，做每件事情最好交待清楚，人活着秘密就永远收不了，有时候，一个无心的人，也可以被传成是个有心机的人..有时候你真心想帮人，反而被误会，反而成为别人眼中钉

这几天真的好步开心，什么都变了，明明只是小事，也可以变成全世界的事情，为什么你们不来问我自己在那边下结论？我做什么事情都有问过大家的，你们那么完美吗？我感觉好委屈好绝望..

一直告诉自己不要再因这而流泪，可是...
到今天
泪..还是不停的流..

女孩子的脾气等级(1Lv-10Lv)

女孩子的脾气等级(1Lv-10Lv)

~ 常听到一句话，女孩子的心情如天气一样，晴时多云偶有阵雨，心情的起伏真让人捉摸不定，呵~这句话还真的一针见血，换个角度想，也当然道尽许多男孩子的无 奈，如果你没有任何预测的能力，那你迟早会接受风暴雨的报应。如果女孩子脾气真的像天气得话，那我们就来好好看看天气得分类！这一回我们就拿风筝的等级与 女孩子的脾气来做比较看看。。看看你们遇过几多等级的女孩子的脾气~

0级--无级
这时候你完全感觉不到任何女孩子得脾气，似乎像是在静止客气中，通常这种情况通常只会发生在女朋友不再身边时，而你的精神就可以处在完全放松状况下

1级--软风
这个时候你会微微感觉到女孩子一点的反应，你会看到女孩子是嘟笑着说讨厌，此时你会觉得她就像春天柔软的微风，让人感到十分舒服~

2级--轻风
这时候女孩子已经开始表现出一点不悦，通常会轻吐一声无聊，来代表她的感觉，但是很快的就转身走开，这个等级可能不会对你造成任何影响~

3级--微风
这时候你会发现女孩子开始表现出更多的不悦，通常是拿小东西敲东西，如笔，手机，鞋子啦！往往会造成一些小东西的损毁，记住这个时候你的要有空中接物的能力~

4级--和风
你会发现，女孩子开始使用一些声音语言来表示不开心的心情~

5级--清风
这时你应该会感到一点寒意了，通常女孩子会狠狠的瞪你一眼，还会说一些风凉话，千万别以为只是清风而已，如果你还长期处在这种情况中浑然不知情的话，那我可要提醒你，这个等级与下一级的强风可是一级之隔哦~

6级--强风
这是个等级，通常女孩子手叉着腰开始要骂人了，而且声音已经调高，你应知道进退了~

7级--疾风
这时候已经开始发飙了，呼呼的咒骂声不断~

8级--大风
这个等级开始就有点恐怖了，除了不断传来的咒骂声之外，还会伴随着发出一些巨响与噪音，通常就是边骂边拍桌子啦~

9级--大风
这个等级开始会有一些财物损失，通常是她开始摔一些随手可拿得东西，这个等级与下一级的强风可是一级之隔~

10级--暴风
这时候往往会有大量的东西破裂与伤害的情况发生，这时候你可别故作振定或坚强，最好先找掩蔽物，处理方式就像遇到地震的情况一样~

爱不应成为恨的理由

翻开报纸的情感热线，经常可以看到爱侣反目成怨偶的故事，在为那些曲折纷扰的凄美故事掬一把泪的同时，留给我们更多的，是思考。

中国有句俗话，叫做“爱之深，恨之切”，也就是说，当你为对方付出很多，而对方却并没有达到你期望的标准，故而爱的投入就会演变成恨的成本，爱的投入越 大，恨的成本也就越高，这是一种本*使然，是一种符合逻辑的结果。但是，世上的路不止一条，解决问题的方法也不止一种，当我们为爱投入而看不到期望的结果 时，难道只有恨这一条路？答案当然是否定的。

现在流行一句话“因为误解而结合，因为了解而分开”，这句话符合认识事物的规律。感情的开始一般源于好感，那只是表象，随着双方接触的增多，就会有了深层 次的了解，双方的世界观、价值观有了更多的交流，双方的态度也渐趋明朗、对对方的感情也会发生变化。这个过程就是一个去伪存真的过程，虽然有时候这个过程 会表现为长达多年的婚姻。

灰姑娘的爱情故事只会出现在童话里，完全不面对一点矛盾的感情是不存在的。一段感情出现问题的时候，我们首先当然要考虑解决问题的方法。随着问题的不断出 现和不断解决，聪明的人就会找到彼此之间解决问题的机制，有了机制，也就能够保障感情的延续。当长期面临的各种矛盾迟迟找不到解决问题的机制时，说明双方 共同的价值观已经很有限了，这时你该怎么做？非要不顾一切加大感情投入到最后把自己逼进死胡同？非要把事情闹到不可收拾也不考虑罢手？这样做即使有效果， 效果也会很有限，那毕竟是捆绑的感情。

多年前，看到过一篇移居国外的某影星结婚的报道，其中有一个细节的描述让人感触颇深。该文提到某影星丈夫的已离婚的父母离婚以后仍然是很好的朋友，他们偕 同各自的再婚配偶携手出席了某影星的婚礼。虽然西方国家在婚恋观念上和中国有很大的差异，但感情上的爱恨却是相同的。这件事情给我们一个启迪：当一方态度 已经不可改变，当共同的价值观不复存在，或者，当双方觉得不适合的时候，不妨豁达一点，该放手时就放手，即使相爱不成，退一步做朋友，而不是采取“爱之 深，恨之切”的极端做法，这应该是一种文明进步的表现。

态度决定一切！当爱已经不在了的时候，它不应该成为恨的理由。

so touching

一个女孩子被强奸了！于是，她绝望了，她想给自己一个了断，可她舍不得她爱的人。于是她给她爱的人讲了一个故事，在电话里。男孩听完以后，明白了这个故事的内容和所指的人。可是他不能这么快接受这个事实，男孩告诉女孩，让他想想，给他12个小时的时间！

　　女孩想到了这个结果，她强颜欢笑地说，好，我给你，也给我12个小时。

天蒙蒙亮了，东方隐隐约约地出现了一点粉辉。女孩子知道自己没有希望了，认认真真的梳妆了一下，看着安眠药，准备拿起电话，她有许多许多的不舍和太多太多的无奈。

正在这时，电话铃响了，是男孩打来的。

“我想了一晚上，我想告诉你。”他说。

“不用说了，我知道你想说什么，你可以再说一声‘我爱你’吗？”女孩子把安眠药倒在了手里，一百多片药把女孩子的小手撑得满满的。

“恩，我爱你，其实，这件事不是你的错，你也不想的，这也是没办法的事，你可以答应我一个要求吗？”男孩子声音很柔。

“你说吧，我听着，如果能在这个很短的时间里我能办的到，我一定答应你。”

“晶儿，在我们没结婚之前，请你为我守住第二次贞操，行吗？”

“什么？”女孩子迷惑地看着窗外，贞操不是只有一次吗，怎么会有第二次？

“是的，第一次不是你想失去的，也不是你用心交给一个人的，你可以把你的第二次贞操用心地交给我，行吗？”

啪！药瓶子和电话同时的摔在了地上，女孩子晶莹的泪水顺着脸庞缓缓地落了下来。

喂，你怎么了？”男孩子吓坏了，他拔腿没命似的往女孩子家跑，他不能失去她，他爱她，不管她是什么样子，他只知道，她是他的生命，他的天使，他的唯一……
等他气喘吁吁地到了女孩子家门口时，房门大开，女孩子一直不停流泪的双眼一直注视着楼梯口。嘘，他长长地出了口气，“你，你没事就好，吓死我了。”

女孩冲上前去，紧紧地抱着他，呓语般的对他说，我把我的第二次贞操给你，现在就给你。男孩子狂吻着女孩子晶莹的泪水：“不，等那一天，那一天你给我的时候我再要，我等，你也要等，知道吗？”

女孩第一次流下了幸福的眼泪！


　　其实，每个女孩都有自己的第二次贞操，第一次也许在你不经意、无奈或者还不明白贞操是什么的时候失去了，你完全可以保护好你的第二次，把她给你最爱的人！

这个男孩真好！！！！！
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*生是一種負擔 ┈┈ 死是一種解脫*
這個
世界我曾?磉^
生時何需久睡 死時自會長眠

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有时候，一个人努力尝试改变,鼓起勇气踏出第一步，好像没有用的...

peak

Tuesday morning.I woke up at 4 to study my Environmental Health,blah~that subject..at last it was the last already.The clock showed that it was time for me to bath,I felt exhausted.It was raining heavily outside.After getting prepared everything,i reluctantly take my steps towards college.Arrgh,how nice if today dun have quiz eh?

We went to the audithorium room as usual for morning worship,i noticed today more and more students were wearing masks.Many students were coughing and having flu.But it is NOT H1N1.The faculties had a meeting and decided to close the school for 1 week.This is to ensure students to go back to sch with a good health again.I was glad and sad.I was glad that i can come back and spent time with my family,on the same time,the quizes this week all will postphone to next week.It will be super hyper tiring.I took the 9p.m bus and reach around 3a.m.Thank God that it was a safe journey.

Friends:Health is a very important thing.Please take care by washing hands more frequently and wear masks during this period although it may be uncomfortable :)

s.t.r.o.n.g!

人家说哭可以抒解压力..是真的.. 

昨晚没睡好觉,今天也忙了一整天,好希望可以找到一个了解自己,可以聆听我每天怎样度过生活..为什么你们一直在逼我?我快撑不下去了..每天都那么多压力冲向我..真的真的,好辛苦..也感觉好伤..

`荣~

在这里谢谢你一声,虽然知道你不会看到,但认识到你很开心,谢谢你常讲冷笑话逗我..祝你健康快乐..

s.t.r.o.n.g!

人家说哭可以抒解压力..是真的.. 

昨晚没睡好觉,今天也忙了一整天,好希望可以找到一个了解自己,可以聆听我每天怎样度过生活..为什么你们一直在逼我?我快撑不下去了..每天都那么多压力冲向我..真的真的,好辛苦..也感觉好伤..

`荣~

在这里谢谢你一声,虽然知道你不会看到,但认识到你很开心,谢谢你常讲冷笑话逗我..祝你健康快乐..

thanks my friend :)

Today i receive something from my best fren Hui Min,she was afraid i cannot go online during my bday,so she prepared it very very early.She spent many days doing this,,trying to figure out how to create this short clip for me.After i saw it,i cried.Thanks girl,it's very blessed having u as my friend.God bless you and I love you.I was really touched when I see it.

thanks for this video :)

Penang with frens

I was spending a few days in Penang due to some business.Well,Penang really has a lot of GOOD FOOD.tat's true!

I stayed at Uncle James house for 2 days,thanks to uncle and his family.God bless you.During those two days i went to Tanjung Bungah and hang out v Hui Min and Siew Ling.We went to gurney to wet.Went into many shops and have a look.ha..I guess this is a norm for girls huh?especially when we see the big SALE outside of the shop.That will drive us crazy.

Min tried on this and decided not to buy.Haha..poor Siew Ling was waiting outside for us.Later we brought in more clothes to try it on.

I tookk a random shot while waiting for Hui Min

I love this pic!

We walk until we get so tired,and finally we decided to have some food and settle ourselves down.We went to the hawker stall beside gurney.I regretted spending on tempura at Shilin.They should have discuss earlier n told me they are going to the foodstalls!Anyway,I odered some muachee,this rocks! love the taste!

love shape muachee?haha..

We went out again on the 2nd day.Stopped at the coffee bean

It's time to go..will update soon

wuwa

June is ending soon.Suddenly I find that time passes really fast.Will be leaving home soon for futhur studies.I will be leaving daddy and mummy,if can,i want to bring Jojo along,in fact,i want to bring the whole house together :'(.Kelantan and Penang is so far :'( and there's no more firefly,the only option to come back is only by the 7hour bus >.<
I am wondering what will be there in the next stage of my life.It's time to spread my wings and learn how to fly.加油！

/wee

Yesterday i learned how to do side parking.It was tough!!! I stop learning for 1month adi because of national service.Keep on mati enjin T___T
But the instructor say it's quite good adi since so long i stop my lessons.../wee
Will try harder this saturday

无奈

Today I just notice how weak I am.I notice the fear inside me.I felt like i was so alone.I begin to think of things in my lifeand started to boke down,i really broke down today..Are there really true friends when u need them?I feel so tired of keeping everything to my ownself.It has become a habbit.You changed me and u took quite a long time to do so.But in the end u succeded.I feel so tired of writing stupid things and useless things on papers after papers.I feel so tired of hearing those gossips.I feel so tired of when i needed someone to talk to nobody's there.I feel so tired of doing things alone.I feel so tired of those fake smiles.I feel so tired of facing that fear everytime i think of it,everytime I see that person.I feel so tired of arguing with u.i feel so tired of facing everything alone.

-Time will heal.I just need strength to face these.-

Down and happy =.=''

Everybody is leaving me :'(Hui Min went to Petaling Jaya today liao,ah Mau also going away next Saturday to Kampar.Left Rick Kye studying form6.He keep on promote to me,Su Ling,come back to Chung Hwa ler..lai lai...walao..

If i get back to Chung Hwa I will need to

1.CUT MY HAIR(nononnonononno way)

2.Wear the school uniform again

3.Pay school fees RM120

4.Wake up early in the morning

And no i dun wan!! spend 1120 n cut my hair then stay there for 1month n go away???

Simi???

bo ai..

These few days I really thank God for the scholarship i get.I will be studying totally free and will be given allowance.Actually i still can't think of a reason how come I can get it..Well,maybe the faith that i got..Thank God and Amen i can help my parents put some burden down.Frens tat are taking exmas,do study hard and get good grades,tis is an advice,dun be as playful as me :)

p/s:Congratulations wei nee for getting JPA..really feel happy for you!

missing them

I MISS NATIONAL SERVICE.
I miss my frens over there
I miss the kawad
I miss the senaman PT
I miss the riadah time
I miss the CB class(character building ar)
I miss the teachers there
I miss the canteen kakak(who always gives me more)
I miss the iced milo there
I miss my locker
I miss the time i munch junkfood at there
I miss the late nite roadcall
I miss the duty at night
I miss the kera over there

therefore...I MISS NATIONAL SERVICE

h.o.m.e

It seems that i am coming home every week from national service.

The 1st week-Interview with Adventist Hospital

The 2nd week-Cheng beng holiday

The 3rd week-Good Friday holiday

:)  :)  :)  :)

Therefore..It seems like i come home every week,haha..will be going back soon again to KEM MERANG SURIA

p/s:the feeling of going home is really nice :)

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Back for 5days only though..keke,the komanden is very good liao,5days nuh!!!!!!!

Feel like back to heaven,as koko chee han says in my facebook.The people there in the camp is quite oklah...

The fourth day happen hysteria,the gal just slept opposite me ar :(,i remember that nite v all merapatkan our beds and slept together.

Tomorrow i will be going to Penang for interview,friends,do pray for me,and thanks dad for accompanying me :).

Today bought many many things,spend quite a lot,31st will be back to Kem Merang Suria resort again :(

bye bye people

Take care frens,going for national service tomorrow :)
Will miss the family and the youths :)

感觉

没有希望，期盼；没有你的依赖，
没有加糖的咖啡--[代表着你对我的感觉]-

Love is taste...

冷却的咖啡

what a sad story..
冷却的咖啡

叮铃！门上的铃当响了起来，一个三十多岁，穿著笔挺西服的男人，走进了这家飘散着浓浓咖啡香的小小咖啡厅。　

　　“午安！欢迎光临！”年轻的老板娘亲切地招呼着。　

　　男人一面客气地微微点了点头，一面走到吧台前的位子坐了下来，开口对老板娘说：　

　　“麻烦给我一杯摩卡，谢谢。”　

　　“好的，请稍候。”老板娘微笑着说。　

　　接着她便开始熟练地磨碎咖啡豆，煮起咖啡来。男人一直带着笑容看着老板娘煮咖啡的动作，一副很享受的样子。　

　　过了没多久，老板娘便将一杯香醇的咖啡端到男人的面前。“请慢用！”　

　　“谢谢。”男人将杯子拿到嘴边，浅浅地尝了一口。　

　　“第一次来吗？”老板娘问。　

　　“是啊！”男人答。　

　　“觉得我们这家店怎么样？”　

　　“很不错！气氛很好！”　

　　“我自己也是很喜欢，所以虽然生意不好，我和我先生却还是舍不得把它关掉。”

　　“嗯……”男人好像有所同感地点了点头，又喝了一口咖啡。　

　　两人沉默了一会，一时间空荡的店里只有悠扬爵士音乐。男人忽然开口，打破了这短暂的宁静。　

　　“呃……不好意思，可以请教你一个问题吗？”　

　　“什么问题呢？”老板娘好奇地问。　

　　“嗯…这…这该怎么说好呢？”男人抓着头，一副不知所措的样子。“或者你可以先听我说个故事吗？”　

　　老板娘点了点头，示意男人继续说下去。　

　　“我以前有个很要好的女朋友，已经到了要论及婚嫁的地步。我和她之间的感情发展得相当平凡，并不是什么经过大风大浪、轰轰烈烈般的爱情。但我想从我第 一眼看到她的时候，就彷佛有一股魔力，有一个声音，在推动着我，告诉着我，就是她了！她就是我一直期待着的女孩。更令我高兴的是她也响应了我的示爱，接受 了我。这一切的顺利让我整个人陶醉于幸褔的喜悦之中，只不过……”
　　
　　“只不过，发生了什么事了吗？”老板娘显然给故事吸引住了，她打断了男人的话。　

　　“嗯……”男人脸色沉了下来，略微停顿了一下，继续说下去。　

　　“只不过我忘了幸褔的背后，往往藏匿着最可怕的恶魔。就在我们订婚前一个月的一个晚上，她……她遭到了歹徒的强暴”“啊！”老板娘惊讶地啊的一声叫了出来“都怪我！要是我那天坚持送她回去就好了！”男人用力地捶打着桌面，杯子中的咖啡因剧烈震动的关系洒了出来。　

　　“你要问我的该不会就是这个吧！”老板娘一面擦拭着洒出来的咖啡一面说。　

　　“不！不是的！我对她的感情不会因为这样而有所动摇，我决定仍旧如期订婚，可惜就在我们订婚的那一天，她……上吊自杀了！”男人的语调异常平缓，从他的表情上看得出，当时的他是多么的难过与震惊。　

　　“自杀！那她有没有怎么样？”老板娘为突转而下的剧情睁大了眼睛，紧张地看着男人。

　　“幸运的是我们发现得早，送到医院时还有气，只是脑部因为长时间缺氧，呈现昏迷状态，当时医生说她一度有成为植物人的危险。”　

　　老板娘松下一口气，“那她后来有醒过来吗？”　

　　“有的，她醒了！”　

　　“但……但当我得知她醒了的消息，高兴地要去看她时，却被她父母给拦在门外。”　

　　“为什么？她父母为什么不让你去看她？”　

　　“她父母跪在地上求我，原来她失去了记忆，失去了认识我以后的记忆，医生说这是选择性失忆症，当人在遭遇极大的打击时，会逃避性地藏起一些记忆。她父 母求我暂时不要再出现在她面前，他们认为让她就这样忘了之前的一切对她比较好，怕我要是去见她或许会让她回想起来，到时她可能又会陷入昏迷，甚至又跑去自 杀。”　

　　“她父母这么说也是有道理，反正只是暂时嘛！等她情绪和身体都稳定了，你就又可以见她啦！”老板娘听了男人的话后这样说着。　

　　男人勉力挤出一丝笑意，样子无限苍凉，“你知道他们的暂时指的是多久吗？是十年啊！也就是这十年里我得要忍受这样没有她的日子，就算偶尔在路上碰面， 也得要装作陌生人一般地和她擦肩而过。”男人快要咆哮起来似的，“你知道这样的日子有多难熬，这样想爱却又不能爱的心情有多痛苦！”　

　　“虽然会很痛苦，但你还是选择了这条路吧！”老板娘看着男人的眼神变得非常温柔。　

　　老板娘的眼神让男人冷静了下来，点头说：“嗯！到今天就满十年了！”　

　　“哦！真的吗！？那真是恭喜了，你努力撑了十年，到今天终于可以去见她了！”老板娘开心地说。　

　　“是这样没错！但是愈到这一天，我反倒愈害怕。十年了，我的心意是没有改变，但是她呢？如果我跟她说了以前的事，她还是想不起我那怎样办？或者是她已经有男朋友，甚至于结婚了呢？”　

　　“这才是我想请教你的问题！”男人似乎略带紧张的看着眼前年轻的女店主，静静地等待着她的答复。　

　　“嗯……”老板娘用手托着头，脸色凝重地想着男人所提的问题。　

　　“我想既然你这么爱那个女孩，她记不记得你其实并不重要，最多是重新开始而已，再重新追求她一次，再重新谈一次恋爱，其实也很不错吧！！而且就算有男朋友了也没关系啊！把她从他手中抢过来不就行了！”老板娘笑着说。　

　　“但是！”她忽然将表情严肃了起来，“但是如果她已经结婚了的话，那你就放弃吧！我们结了婚的人啊！是最痛恨有人破坏人家家庭的了！”　

　　“是吗？”男人低着头冷寞地说。　

　　“没错！所以你可千万别做个破坏别人家庭的人哦！”　

　　叮铃！挂在门上铃铛又响了起来，走进来几个刚下课的大学生，老板娘走出吧台，忙着招呼这几位新来的客人。　

　　“对了！”老板娘好象忽然想到了什么，转过头来看着男人。　

　　“你为什么会想问我这些啊！我和你不过是第一次见面而已啊！”她好奇地问。　

　　“嗯……为什么呢……大概是因为那个女孩曾说过，结婚以后要和我一起开一家像这样的咖啡厅吧！”　

　　“哦！原来是这样子啊！”老板娘说。　

　　“嗯！只是这样而已！只是这样而已！只是这样而已！只是……”男人不停地重复着同样一句话，好像借此告诉自己什么似的。

　　爵士乐停了下来，整个屋子里只听得大学生清脆的谈笑声。男人低着头偷偷地瞄着老板娘手上的结婚戒指，一滴温暖的眼泪，悄悄地滑进了那杯早已冷却的咖啡里。

Coming!!!!! It's coming!!!

Tomorrow is finally coming..The 12th!!!!

After all the months of anxiousness,kegelisahan,紧张,arrgh!!!!

I will be receiving it tomorrow,jia you! and...later go for NS bah..

Gambete New Su Ling!!...

But...i..am...still...nervous...~

一个下午..

庞大的树下,有张长长的凳子,专门让人乘凉.树的对面是一条很长的火车路,偶尔可以看到火车经过.

女孩总喜欢在下午走到那儿,坐在长长的凳子上,静静的度过时间.女孩喜欢在树下数自己的心事,没有人吵她,就自己一个人.偶尔路过的人会向她打招呼,她也甜甜的回笑以示回应.

今天,女孩再次走到那棵大树下,她穿着一身的白裙子,扎着一头马尾,静静的坐在树下,想着一直在脑海里围绕的那些话,想着男孩对她说的话,她知道一切已经太迟了,女孩昨晚说了一些很伤人的话,男孩也后悔了一直以来没有好好珍惜女孩为他所做的东西.女孩双脚交叉的坐着,脸颊旁的发丝随着微风轻轻的飘着,女孩想了又想,眼泪开始一滴一滴的往下掉,渐渐的,很多人经过女孩的身边,有跑步的,有骑车的,有牵牛的,大家都向女孩打个招呼,女孩也如往常般甜甜的朝他们报一个微笑,只是没有人发现女孩的眼里有着淡淡的哀伤,甜甜的笑容里有着淡淡的忧愁,也没有人发现,今天女孩的眼睛特别闪亮...

女孩微微整理自己的思绪,看着逐渐昏暗的天空,开始一步一步走回家...打算改天在过去.

Proverbs 3:5-

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

And lean not on your own understanding

I went and browse browse around you-tube just now and click on 1 song.Lao shu ai da mi.To be honest,i dun really like this song,but after listening to the korean version,i become like...wuah.....how come better than the chinese version so so so much geh

NS NS NS NS

Yesterday morning,I was awoken by a call.Su Ling,you got Terengganu eh!!! WHY WHY WHY???Me alone oni get Kedah!!All of you not friend enough de la..Still blur blur,I tried to catch up what is hui min trying to say.

Me:huh??*blur blur dei*what??what terengganu har?

Hui Min:National service la,PLKN mek oi!!

Hearing this i suddenly became totally awaken,WHAT??NS??Terengganu???You leh??where u get??

Hui Min:olor!Me alone get kedah kedah!!KEDAH!! nobody accompany me

later on i check with a few friends,Tan Sin Yee also got the same place as Hui Min,but she's in Taylor's now..so no need to go,ane pun ae??!!! Hui Min started to ka ka ciau ciau,there is still Kian Heng,my 6 year old fren till now..But i know someone that is going to the same place as me.Hui Min told me Lee Sai Men going to Terengganu too.She said..wah...both of u same birthday then go same place,then how many ppl same birthday as me de also going together eh?Too bad girl,none for u,haha

I was actually treating this national service as something to relax my mine,Recently there are too many things happening to me.I pray that everything will go well and I am still praying for him,best wishes to you my friend :)

19March-8Jun..wahahaha,jia you ba!!!!

Next month 19March-8Jun,wuhoo,jia you ba!!

这一生最美的祝福

这一生最美的祝福 演唱：赞美之泉 专辑：EYSON QQ112253445 在无数的黑夜里 我用星星画出你 你的恩典如晨星 让我真实的见到你 在我的歌声里 我用音符赞美你 你的美好是我今生颂扬的 这一生最美的祝福 就是能认识主耶稣 这一生最美的祝福 就是能信靠主耶稣 走在高山深谷 他会伴我同行 我知道，这是最美的祝福 在无数的黑夜里 我用星星画出你 你的恩典如晨星 让我真实的见到你 在我的歌声里 我用音符赞美你 你的美好是我今生颂扬的 这一生最美的祝福 就是能认识主耶稣 这一生最美的祝福 就是能信靠主耶稣 走在高山深谷 他会伴我同行 我知道，这是最美的祝福 这一生最美的祝福 就是能认识主耶稣 这一生最美的祝福 就是能信靠主耶稣 走在高山深谷 他会伴我同行 我知道，这是最美的祝福 走在高山深谷 他会伴我同行 我知道，这是最美的祝福 This song is just so meaningful

My fourth driving experience

it's been a long time since the last post.i've been taking driving lessons for quite long.Today is my last one and i have to continue after coming back from national service.today's lesson was 10-11.When the time reach,as usual the insturctor is still not there.After 10minutes,i went to the counter and ask,Cik,Cikgu Faridah lewat lagi ke  belum datang?"yaya,Faridah hari ini mc..

Me;huh?mc?tapi hari ini ada lesson dengan dia?

that cik(lol):tunggu sebentar,saya arrange untuk awak semula deh

Me:terima kasih..

what the fish,like this also can!

But luckily i got a good instructor and had a good day.As i drive,i began to chat v him,then he started to gossip abt my 1st instructor,

He::eh,adik tahu tak,itu Faiz,dia suka bulu tuh..

Me:huh?BULU???!!

He:yela,dio tak boleh tengok bulu,dia geram dan mesti nak cabut.

Me:*laugh sambil sweat*yekah?saya tak tahu,hehe

He:adik tak tengok ke,1st lesson dengan dia,dia cabut bulu hidung

and my reaction become --------> =.=''''''',lol this insructor

Later on,i change the topic,i say my 1st instructor brought me to drive at the airport there too.He was like..:ooo,sabik pun Faiz goyak pado cikgu awak suko jale-jale,tak ape,nanti cikgu bagi awak pergi jalan-jalan situ juga.

I began to drive,go to gear 3 then we went to another road for the lesson.This cute instructor started to joke with me and make me laugh non-stop.Sambil drive sambil hold the stomach,haha,friends,this is my lisence L =.=''

I slowly increase my speed,he didin't say anything and continue to tell me jokes,walao!

Then when the time he said:eh,New,konar sini,jale airport tuh,i control the steering and turn,forgot to change to 2nd gear,luckily tak mati enjin.At the airport there,my instructor told me to increase the speed because that was on the 'big road'.I increase until 70 and go on to the 4th gear,wuhoo,normally the limit for lisence L is 50,according to my instructor la.

He:new,awak pernah belajar ke kereta nih?

Me:tok,hari ini baru kali ke-4 saya memandu

He:yeke?macam oge lamo memandu..

Me:haha,syiok eh

He:Faiz tadi cakap ajar New nih syok jugok

Me:*thinking*what?Faiz again?

...then he started to gossip abt the colleague of him again.I just laugh away.Then suddenly he say:New,jange ketawo,depe ado budok tuh,nanti ketawa duk penjara,polis pun geram dengan awak.. =.='''

Then I drove back,it was 1and a half hours le,extra 30minutes..haha.too sad the next lesson will be after my national service.

random

Today i really am a good girl.I did a lot of housework.Mum say :guai betul. LOL
But the house is very quiet,nobody's home,all my 3 jie jie has gone back,it was fun when they are at home,at least got someone to argue or talk,but alone...*sigh*
Today i sms with chin lip wei,LOL,he's cute

Me:eh,i give u my papa's number,tomorrow when u reach call him,i will still be in church,they will pick u up
Lip Wei:har???er..oklor,c him tomorrow

I was imagining he on the other side of the phone there *node node* and his chubby cheeks,hahahaha!
Me:eh,hotlink give me free credit RM12.++ today,good eh,not bad
Lip Wei:me also,but RM 4++ nia,cannot compare to u
Me:ha!u know why?cuz..i am a GOOD GIRL,u leh..different liao lah
Lip Wei:*vomit blood*
Me:*whack the back*dun be lou hei,not good for old ppl
Lip Wei:*vomit blood non stop*
Me:eh,*whack back*pade..haha
Lip Wei:*vomit out organs*
Me:eh,want to donate bo?
Lip Wei(with astonishment):Siao ar??You think i die liao meh,i am still alive la,*fast fast eat back organ*

yuck!!!hahahaha,but he's fun and is a nice friend :)
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Many outsiders ask me a question that strucks me
"eh Su Ling,what is fun in Kelantan?got any nice place to go ar?
After looking at this q,i will be like *ba face* er...Kelantan ar?nth lor,a peaceful place to stay la,no very BIG shopping malls,nice restaurants(er..maybe got la)no CINEMA
"WHAT??NO CINEMA??wah...how do u all live ar???
"er..live like tat lor,used to it adi
2nd question-
"Su Ling Su Ling,if steal things in Kelantan ar,ur hand really will get chop 1 ah?
*faint*nola...you listen to who telling u all this??
"my perlis fren lor,she say go there MUST wear LONG sleeve de,and steal things will get chop hands de..

So kawan-kawan sekalian,Kelantan is actually a nice place to stay,although we don't have CINEMA, very big shopping malls,but the food here is GOOD,the things here are affordable and you can get a more peaceful life here :)

The Power of Love?

Love?this word seems tough to definite it eh?
1.A strong powerful force to keep a person going?
2.A kind of feeling living things have for another living things?LOL
3.Some force that make a person willing to do sth he or she don't like

I noticed there a big differences when there is "love",no matter what kind of love is it.

1st situation-
A girl and a boy is walking on the road,while passing the shops,wah,soooooo cute...i want!!
If there is love,the boy will:"wait ar...after 5 minutes appear,nah,suprise!!!
If there is no love:cute meh?you like ma buy lor,LOL

Situation 2-
The boy likes to play game and is addicted to games.The girl says,:play game very nice meh?why u play play play everyday de?
If there is love,the boy will..okla,i play less a bit lor,@because of u i quit la
If there is no love:play game also cannot ar?my buisness la

belated wish

Happy Birthday Chin Lip Wei
Blessed birthday :)
God bless you

my friday

It's Friday!!!!!!! I woke up early and rushed my parents like mad.They come back from jogging at 8,went to the market,come home and then*grin* smile at me soooo relaxingly.I look at the clock,it was 8.55a.m and i need to reach church at 9.15.They haven even changed their clothes.-.-''

Su Ling:daddyyyyyyy!faster faster faster,i am going to be late,very paiseh ar

Dad:aiya,man man lai ma =.=

Su Ling:sweat...who teach u to speak that,and he continued to *grin* smile at me.

Luckily i wasn't late,i reach at 9.08a.m.Haha,as ah Jim said,aiya,if uncle New drive dun worry la,so u can imagine my dad's speed when he is driving.LOL.Oh ya,Jeremy is back with us.We were about to start practicing as the youths are taking over the worship today when aunty Christina came to me and ask me if i can worship lead,Bethany was not feeling well.I was dumbstruck,I never tried before.But I told her that I will give a try.We begin to practice,there were mistakes and i became really really really very nervous.The youths were supporting me all the time.They make me laugh,they prayed for me and constantly asking me not to be panic,they will help me out.Thank u guys.Finally the worship started.I began to sing the first song,The time has come.In my heart i was praying and praying that God will give me the strength and confidence and will guide the team.Part of the youths and adults came to the front and worship,and hey,everybody was dancing.I was really encouraged by this.We proceeded to the next song.Sing Sing Sing.This song benar benar stir up.Everybody was singing and dancing.It is so nice to see everybody worshipping Him in the house of the Lord as one body,as one family.We were doing our best unto Him.After two more songs we ended.Jeremy suddenly came,Su Lingggggg,u are so sak,haha.I was happy for my own as i pick up the courage to lead for my very first time and it was wonderful(praising myself again)*paise*After church,koko Andrew anounce that the youth CNY celebration will be held at aunty Angie's house.Wuuu!!!!All of us went excited.

After church we went to the hospital and visited siloam.Kay Sin drives the van.My goodness,it was quite scary,he saw many parking places and was confuse on which place to park at.But as Cindy says:luckily we reach safely 

=.='' We entered a junction and saw KFC

whay chiat:eh,kfc la,on liao leh,lai

Gary:kfc?dun wan la,pizza lagi nice

whay chiat:aiya,pizza not nice 1 la,a few days ago i baru went nia

the van continue to pass by shops.I took the jelly that aunty Janice made and started to eat eat eat.Adrian nudge nudge me,haha,i handed to them some.There was a new pizza hut,beside was amway

Me:eh!!!! new pizza hut la,when did it appear de?how come i dunno 1

Jim:yalor,come from where de??

Cindy:last year open liao lor

Me:huh?last year,when?

Cindy:er december...=.='''

Whay chiat:eh,on liao ler,let's go n buy

Gary:eh,just now not u say pizza not nice meh???

whay chiat:*stunned* eh,nonono,i mean go buy things at amway la

Me:aiyo,got ppl speechless adi,die die wan face.(^^)

whay chiat then tiam-tiam liao.

We went to the ward and vivit siloam,hoho,nearly twenty people go one time,siload's bed was surrounded with people.We had a talk with him,thank God his condition is improving.Vivien handed me an orange to peel for Siloam.I peeled it 

Jim:eh,suling,go!train to be nurse LOL

Anuty Angie:Su Ling,come,train and be a mother..

=.='''   =.='''   =.=''' a MOTHER??MOTHER?MOTHER.

Beside Siloam's bed was the wheelchair.Vivien suddenly finds that the wheelchair is interesting.She sitson the wheelchair,snap snap snap and call ah jim to push her around,many of the nurses stare  look at her.Haha,vivien,cute betul u.Someone took notice oh siloam's hands.There were rings on it.

Jim:arh..cicin kahwin ar?

Stef:yalu yalu,c..at that finger lui

Siloam reaction:nononononnono sambil *shake shake head*

another ring was on his last finger(dunno call wat liao)whay chiat took and wear,aiyo,so small ar.I took the ring from him and wore it on my thumb.

Whay chiat:walao,ur hand..so small 1

Jim:yalor,dunno wat hand,so small de

Me *thinking in my heart* :my hand la,if not kingkong's hand ar,but i just smiled,haha.

We snap snap snap a few photo's at the hospital.One of it was snapping the shoes of 5 ppl.

Aunty Angie:aiyo,si lek,shoe pun take photo ar -.-,kids nowadays ar..,hahaha,too bad that picture was too dark and we deleted it.Got a few more though,haha,i noticed that hospital can be a fun place too.When the youths are around,everything will be FUN :)

We went home when the clock struck at 2p.m.Kay Sin drove the van again.This time,they stop at Joshua's house to DOTA,the boys all said ON!!! well,Ivan,i went and c ur Yumi liao,so tiny la,and cannot deny la,it is cute,haha

I played v it a while and went home.So,this is how i spent half of my Friday.

P/S:Ivan,WE DO MISS YOU LOTS :)